[ongoing] What we lost - Ohmiya [4/8]
Title: What we lost (4/8)
Author: ica_90
Pairing: Ohmiya, some other pairing later
Genre: Angst, AU
Summary: Losing their child in an accident, Nino started to distance himself from Ohno in which Ohno never knows why.
Disclaimer: ohmiya own each other. Enough said
A/N: unbeta.
“Satoshi-kun~”
For god sake, if it wasn’t for his job, he would just gonna punch the woman with his whole heart.
Her seducing smile, her seducing body. God, why on earth do you create her on the first place? He asked under his thought.
“Satoshi-kun, it has been a while since we met each other. I miss you” the woman said, hugging him from behind. She purposely rubbing his breast again Ohno’s neck, but Ohno push her away, standing facing her.
“What the hell is wrong with you? Have you no shame?” he hissed but the woman simply grinning over his words.
“you look more hotter when you’re mad.” She compliments him, biting her lips while wearing a seductive smile. For months, she’s been trying, seduce Ohno with everything she can but not even once her efforts succeed. Instead, it annoys him more towards the woman who he supposed to respect.
The woman showed no sign of giving up when she trailed her fingers along Ohno’s collarbone, chuckling when she saw how much tense the man was when she did that. She felt proud when she heard the sound of people talking behind her, not even embarrassed of what she’s been doing. Ohno pushed her hand hard.
“I’m working. And I’m sure you have your work to do. Please leave,” She grinned.
“Of course I do. And that work is related to you. But I can’t discuss it here, meet me in my office? Please,” again with that annoying tone, Ohno thought. He rolled his eyes when he saw the woman wink at him, gave him a flying kiss before head back to her room. He click his tongue with annoyed as he saw the woman make her way to her office, purposely walking moving her hips, making every eyes to look at her as she walks passing them. He shook his head, wondering if he ever had strength to leave, just to get away from the woman.
Of course she’s the boss, but that doesn’t mean that he should follow everything she said. Not when the thing she asked more on the personal matter.
He knows how the woman has been trying to seduce her. But for whatever reason is, ohno knew he will never fall in love with a slut like her. Never. Especially when he already has someone who he’s been loved since forever.
He knocked the door once. Hearing a ‘come in’ from the woman inside, he walks in, unable to hide his annoyance towards the woman who’s sitting at the table, her legs crossed exposing her tight.
“Come in, Satoshi-kun. Don’t be embarrassed. You know we’ve done more than eye fucking each other,” she said, licking her lips as she eyes Ohno up and down.
“If you mean that kissing, then you’re wrong. It wasn’t intimate, and it is one sided. I have no interest on you unless for works. What do you want?” he hissed, trying to control his anger, afraid that the people outside heard of the conversation. The woman laughs.
“You’re so tense,” She said, clapping her hand as she was amused of Ohno. “I love loyal man like you. Too bad, that you’re loyal to a person who you shouldn’t,”
“What do you mean?” he asked, obviously irritated. But the lady in front him just laugh him off.
“Take a seat, Satoshi-kun,” despite everything he felt at the moment, he did. At the same time hoping for everything to end as fast as possible.
He hated it. Everything about the woman. Her gesture, the way she talk, her seducing smile which he always find it annoying or when she touched him as if he’s gonna melt by t. he hates it. He hates her. So much. but with she’s acting as his boss, he couldn’t say no by everything she want. He has pushed her, again and again but not even once she was affected by his doing. Makes Ohno wonder if she ever has some pride to protect.
She’s acting never better than a prostitute. In fact even worst. Every gaze he received was full of lust.
And all of sudden, he remembered Nino’s words. “…How you flirt with a girl the other day?” what if the girl Nino mean here was the woman he hates so much. the woman who tried to take him away from his beloved Kazunari? But when?
His thoughts stopped when he feels a hand rubbing his chest towards his lower part. Instantly he pushed himself away from the woman, but she acts fast, pulling him back towards him.
“I can give you everything you need, Satoshi-kun. sex, love, I love you. so much. I can give you son, your own son that you don’t have to go for so much trouble to have one. You can impregnated me, again and again. Why can’t you look at me the way you look at him? I love you more than he do,” she pleaded. Her face was just an inch away from him; Ohno could feel her breath on his ears, wet kiss trailing along his jawline as she mutters all her seducing words. but Ohno pushed her away.
“Yamashita-san. Please. I respect you because you’re my boss. And that will always be the way how I see you,” Ohno could see disappointment on her face, but he keeps on continuing. “I love Kazu, nothing will change that. Despite everything that happened to us. But, no I will always love him. So please stop, because you’re making me uncomfortable, and it’s embarrassing,”
She chuckled, amused by the man loyalty towards his partner. Deep inside her, she is jealous. Never once she failed on owning something or someone. But with Ohno, it’s different. The man never looks at her the way she hopes for. Nothing she done succeed but she never give up. With Ohno setting his guard higher everyday, she made it as a challenge. She promised that she will win the man, even for one day.
With a smirk plastered on her face, she slowly move away from him, stands from her place, walks towards the cupboard before come back with an envelope.
“I love your loyalty, Ohno-kun. I guess that’s one quality that makes me really likes you compared to other man. Despite the fact that you’re a gay…” she left her words hanging there handing her worker the enveloped she’s been holding.
“Open it. You’ll be surprised,” she continued, smirking even more as she eyed the man’s reaction
He could guess what contains in the envelope. Something rectangular and he guess it maybe some photos. He looks at the woman once, a little curious show but his hand roaming inside the envelope, pulling out the content. His eyes widen with shock, the pictures from the envelop almost slipped from his hand as he saw the first one.
His heart breaks as he sees the picture of Nino with a man he barely recognize. It hurts him watching all the pictures of Nino’s leaning against the man, the picture of him laughing over a matter that Ohno will never knew what. God, he’s been missing to hear the man laughing, but Nino could just laugh happily with one random man? But that wasn’t hurt enough.
He keeps analyzing every picture thinking of the possibilities if things will be even worst than what he had saw. Until he saw the last picture, he sure his heart has crumble. For a moment he keeps staring at the picture, his chest feels like burning with hurt as he look at the image of Nino and the man kissing, lips to lips, intimate enough to be seen printed on the film.
For month, between him and Nino was like a magnet with the same polarity when every touch is being repelled by the man. a skin to skin contact feels like hurting the man and every single time he tried to begin one, Nino will immediately leave him alone, hurt to think that the man has possibly hate him for a reason which he never know.
And to see how his lover able to have a kiss with someone else, Ohno wonders why is he still living? He’s hurt enough, after all the effort he has done, after all the patience of waiting for Nino to opened up again, is this what he gave back in return? all he get was just a betrayal.
So the sadness that the man shows was just a plain act? The coldness between them was just for a reason to leave? The death of their son was just a way to stop the relation they’ve been build for years?
Maybe for Nino, everything has gone meaningless when their son died. Maybe that’s the reason why he cheated with other guy. It’s painful, the hurt was unbearable, burning in his chest. Without him realizing it, tears flowing out from the corner of his eyes. He ignored the annoyance he feels the moment he was taken into the woman embrace, rubbing his back not with the purpose to calm him down. But more to seduce him.
“It’s painful. I know. When the love you pour for him was never enough, when all the thing you received for all your effort is just hurt. I know how it feels, Satoshi-kun,” slowly, she position herself on the man’s lap, caressing his cheeks with her breath went uneven, lustful breath, closing the distance of their face.
“I can make you feel better, Satoshi-kun. I will make you feel better. Let me,” she said before crushing her lips with his.
His mind went blank, allowing how her hand roaming on his shirt, opening the button one by while the kiss went even more sinful than before. She does all the job, kissing, sucking the man’s lips lustful, panting hard just by the one-sided kiss. Her hand went into his shirts, touching all the possible part she could reach, her kiss trails to his jaw lines, nibbling and licking everywhere she could.
Ohno’s close his eyes. The image of the picture he saw flew in like a player, hurting him more. Nino has cheated on him. Acting all intimate with another guy but not him. is it wrong for him to do the same? If Nino could cheated on him, why can’t him? Why can’t he do the same?
He wanted to let it be. But then everything feels so wrong. How could he make love with someone he never loves? How could he cheat Nino with someone he hates? There’s no possible way he can. It disgusts him.
His thoughts stop when her hand tried to undone his pants. He stopped her, pushing her away from him. Ohno could see shock on her face, but the cold from her kiss on his body makes him hates everything about her. He eyed her in annoyance, stop her when she tried to approach him again.
“What makes you think a slut like you can make me feels better?”
“Watch your mouth, Ohno-san,” her face reddened hearing Ohno’s earlier words. “I am still your boss,”
Ohno chuckled.
“If you bear that in mind, you will never act like a bitch. What are you gonna do now? Fired me? Go ahead. I’ve been waiting to get away from you and your slutty attitude.”
Her face softened, turned into a pleading look. She tried to approach the man who was busy buttoning his shirt.
“no. no. I’m sorry, Satoshi-kun. I won’t- I will never fire you. I love you. I just need you. That’s all I need. Please, don’t-“
“Don’t what?” he cut her, angered. “Look. I will never get interested on you. I will never love you. you wanna know the reason why? Because I love Kazu. I love him because he’s the reason behind all of my achievement. He’s there during the hardest time and we’ve face it together. And now that we’re fine, why should I let a bitch like you to take me away from him?”
“Because he doesn’t love you. hasn’t you see enough prove?”
“it doesn’t matter that! I know he loved me before. If he hates me now, I will do everything that I can to make him love me again. I rather live with him cheating me now, rather than living with someone like you. you get what you want, yet you never appreciated it. I’m not a toy, and I will never be one for you,”
He was about to leave the room when she speaks again with a threat.
“You leave this room, Ohno-san, and I will tell everyone about you,”
Again, Ohno chuckled.
“seriously? Is that what you want? You’ll do that?” he laughed. “Please, don’t troubled yourself,”
Ignoring the threat, he opened the door but stop halfway out. He knew there are eyes looking at him with so many thought in their owner’s mind. Some of them might feel disgust, but ohno sure some of them do understand him. He took a look at the woman inside the room once, throwing her a mocking smile before back to the attention again.
“So someone has threaten me that she will tell the truth about what I am. I’m making things easier for her though. I’m a gay. And I will never ever fall for a slut like someone inside of this room,”
The moment he finished his words, he could hear people fussing in the office. He knows maybe some of them were mocking him as well, but he feels satisfied. Again he called for their attention.
“And with that truth, and the office zero policy towards homosexualities, I hereby declare that I will resign from my position. Please find my resignation letter on my table,”
He throws the woman another mocking smile, satisfied when he saw how embarrassed she was with what he had done. Bowing a little, he took his leave from the office. One of his hand gripping the envelop contain the pictures.
Between him and Nino, they need to come clear with everything.
***
“Tell me, Kazu,” he said the moment he entered the house. “What have I done that makes me deserve such punishment from you?”
Nino paused his game, turn to take a look at the man who was still standing at the door. His eyes widen when he observed the man closely, before his lips form a smirk.
“You seems to have a good day, and then you asked me what have you done? You’re a jerk,” nino replied, back to play with his game. His answer never satisfies the older man. he slammed the door behind him as hard as he could, walks straight towards the man. Gripping him by his colar, he forced the man to stand up facing him.
“Enough with all this cold war! I need to know why you are doing all this. Why are you betraying me?”
“Betray you, what? You’re saying everything for yourself, old man! I told you to stop acting like an angel already!”
“Which part of my act is, Kazu? You’re saying everything as I was never come true with you when it was you who was cheating behind me! Don’t deny it because I have proves!”
The yell stop. Both of them. Ohno thrust the envelop into his hand. Nino frowns looking at the envelop in his hand. Slowly he pulled out the content, eyes widen with shock as he saw the pictures.
“What-, how-, who-“ his mouth produce the words but unable to continue a proper sentences. But after a while, he sighed, chuckling as he put the pictures back inside.
“So, you found out huh?” he chuckles. “His name is Matsumoto Jun. I met him in the bar I went every night after our son died,”
“Why?” Ohno asked, trying to hold his pain inside. “why are you doing this, Kazu? Why are you hurting me when the only person I love is you?”
“Bullshit!” the gamer snapped. “love? You’re really a jerk did you know that! I told you to stop pretending that you’re an angel, Satoshi! I’m so sick of your act already,”
Nino was about to leave to their son room when Ohno grabs him, stopping him from leaving.
“I won’t know unless you tell me what the fuck is wrong with you, Kazu. Between us, there’s never a secret. What’s happening to us? What is your problem? What have I done to make you hate me so much?”
For once, he pulled his hand away from the man with one hard pull. Throwing him an irritated look, he pulled Ohno towards the mirror.
“Observed carefully, Satoshi. Observed with every detail on what is there on your neck, nape, collar bone. Look at it, and tell it again to me that you love me,”
Ohno looks at nino with a frown on his forehead, curious by the man words. there’s tears in Nino’s eyes when he said. Pulling his sight away from the man, he looks himself at the mirror to see some hickeys on the part that Nino mention now.
“Kazu…”
“can you say that you love me now, Satoshi?” a drop of tears fall on the floor when he ask Ohno that.
“I-“
“your love, is a lie, Satoshi. Why are you insisting on that?”
“I love you! that’s the truth. I’m insisting on that because it’s the truth,”
Nino shook his head. He had it enough.
“you’re asking me what is my problem? you are, Satoshi. You and your lies. Unless you leave me alone, you will always be one!”
He paused. silent.
“I guess it’s better for me to leave right?”
But before Ohno could say no, nino has leave.
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*sigh* this chapter... *sighs*
*disappointed*
Author: ica_90
Pairing: Ohmiya, some other pairing later
Genre: Angst, AU
Summary: Losing their child in an accident, Nino started to distance himself from Ohno in which Ohno never knows why.
Disclaimer: ohmiya own each other. Enough said
A/N: unbeta.
“Satoshi-kun~”
For god sake, if it wasn’t for his job, he would just gonna punch the woman with his whole heart.
Her seducing smile, her seducing body. God, why on earth do you create her on the first place? He asked under his thought.
“Satoshi-kun, it has been a while since we met each other. I miss you” the woman said, hugging him from behind. She purposely rubbing his breast again Ohno’s neck, but Ohno push her away, standing facing her.
“What the hell is wrong with you? Have you no shame?” he hissed but the woman simply grinning over his words.
“you look more hotter when you’re mad.” She compliments him, biting her lips while wearing a seductive smile. For months, she’s been trying, seduce Ohno with everything she can but not even once her efforts succeed. Instead, it annoys him more towards the woman who he supposed to respect.
The woman showed no sign of giving up when she trailed her fingers along Ohno’s collarbone, chuckling when she saw how much tense the man was when she did that. She felt proud when she heard the sound of people talking behind her, not even embarrassed of what she’s been doing. Ohno pushed her hand hard.
“I’m working. And I’m sure you have your work to do. Please leave,” She grinned.
“Of course I do. And that work is related to you. But I can’t discuss it here, meet me in my office? Please,” again with that annoying tone, Ohno thought. He rolled his eyes when he saw the woman wink at him, gave him a flying kiss before head back to her room. He click his tongue with annoyed as he saw the woman make her way to her office, purposely walking moving her hips, making every eyes to look at her as she walks passing them. He shook his head, wondering if he ever had strength to leave, just to get away from the woman.
Of course she’s the boss, but that doesn’t mean that he should follow everything she said. Not when the thing she asked more on the personal matter.
He knows how the woman has been trying to seduce her. But for whatever reason is, ohno knew he will never fall in love with a slut like her. Never. Especially when he already has someone who he’s been loved since forever.
He knocked the door once. Hearing a ‘come in’ from the woman inside, he walks in, unable to hide his annoyance towards the woman who’s sitting at the table, her legs crossed exposing her tight.
“Come in, Satoshi-kun. Don’t be embarrassed. You know we’ve done more than eye fucking each other,” she said, licking her lips as she eyes Ohno up and down.
“If you mean that kissing, then you’re wrong. It wasn’t intimate, and it is one sided. I have no interest on you unless for works. What do you want?” he hissed, trying to control his anger, afraid that the people outside heard of the conversation. The woman laughs.
“You’re so tense,” She said, clapping her hand as she was amused of Ohno. “I love loyal man like you. Too bad, that you’re loyal to a person who you shouldn’t,”
“What do you mean?” he asked, obviously irritated. But the lady in front him just laugh him off.
“Take a seat, Satoshi-kun,” despite everything he felt at the moment, he did. At the same time hoping for everything to end as fast as possible.
He hated it. Everything about the woman. Her gesture, the way she talk, her seducing smile which he always find it annoying or when she touched him as if he’s gonna melt by t. he hates it. He hates her. So much. but with she’s acting as his boss, he couldn’t say no by everything she want. He has pushed her, again and again but not even once she was affected by his doing. Makes Ohno wonder if she ever has some pride to protect.
She’s acting never better than a prostitute. In fact even worst. Every gaze he received was full of lust.
And all of sudden, he remembered Nino’s words. “…How you flirt with a girl the other day?” what if the girl Nino mean here was the woman he hates so much. the woman who tried to take him away from his beloved Kazunari? But when?
His thoughts stopped when he feels a hand rubbing his chest towards his lower part. Instantly he pushed himself away from the woman, but she acts fast, pulling him back towards him.
“I can give you everything you need, Satoshi-kun. sex, love, I love you. so much. I can give you son, your own son that you don’t have to go for so much trouble to have one. You can impregnated me, again and again. Why can’t you look at me the way you look at him? I love you more than he do,” she pleaded. Her face was just an inch away from him; Ohno could feel her breath on his ears, wet kiss trailing along his jawline as she mutters all her seducing words. but Ohno pushed her away.
“Yamashita-san. Please. I respect you because you’re my boss. And that will always be the way how I see you,” Ohno could see disappointment on her face, but he keeps on continuing. “I love Kazu, nothing will change that. Despite everything that happened to us. But, no I will always love him. So please stop, because you’re making me uncomfortable, and it’s embarrassing,”
She chuckled, amused by the man loyalty towards his partner. Deep inside her, she is jealous. Never once she failed on owning something or someone. But with Ohno, it’s different. The man never looks at her the way she hopes for. Nothing she done succeed but she never give up. With Ohno setting his guard higher everyday, she made it as a challenge. She promised that she will win the man, even for one day.
With a smirk plastered on her face, she slowly move away from him, stands from her place, walks towards the cupboard before come back with an envelope.
“I love your loyalty, Ohno-kun. I guess that’s one quality that makes me really likes you compared to other man. Despite the fact that you’re a gay…” she left her words hanging there handing her worker the enveloped she’s been holding.
“Open it. You’ll be surprised,” she continued, smirking even more as she eyed the man’s reaction
He could guess what contains in the envelope. Something rectangular and he guess it maybe some photos. He looks at the woman once, a little curious show but his hand roaming inside the envelope, pulling out the content. His eyes widen with shock, the pictures from the envelop almost slipped from his hand as he saw the first one.
His heart breaks as he sees the picture of Nino with a man he barely recognize. It hurts him watching all the pictures of Nino’s leaning against the man, the picture of him laughing over a matter that Ohno will never knew what. God, he’s been missing to hear the man laughing, but Nino could just laugh happily with one random man? But that wasn’t hurt enough.
He keeps analyzing every picture thinking of the possibilities if things will be even worst than what he had saw. Until he saw the last picture, he sure his heart has crumble. For a moment he keeps staring at the picture, his chest feels like burning with hurt as he look at the image of Nino and the man kissing, lips to lips, intimate enough to be seen printed on the film.
For month, between him and Nino was like a magnet with the same polarity when every touch is being repelled by the man. a skin to skin contact feels like hurting the man and every single time he tried to begin one, Nino will immediately leave him alone, hurt to think that the man has possibly hate him for a reason which he never know.
And to see how his lover able to have a kiss with someone else, Ohno wonders why is he still living? He’s hurt enough, after all the effort he has done, after all the patience of waiting for Nino to opened up again, is this what he gave back in return? all he get was just a betrayal.
So the sadness that the man shows was just a plain act? The coldness between them was just for a reason to leave? The death of their son was just a way to stop the relation they’ve been build for years?
Maybe for Nino, everything has gone meaningless when their son died. Maybe that’s the reason why he cheated with other guy. It’s painful, the hurt was unbearable, burning in his chest. Without him realizing it, tears flowing out from the corner of his eyes. He ignored the annoyance he feels the moment he was taken into the woman embrace, rubbing his back not with the purpose to calm him down. But more to seduce him.
“It’s painful. I know. When the love you pour for him was never enough, when all the thing you received for all your effort is just hurt. I know how it feels, Satoshi-kun,” slowly, she position herself on the man’s lap, caressing his cheeks with her breath went uneven, lustful breath, closing the distance of their face.
“I can make you feel better, Satoshi-kun. I will make you feel better. Let me,” she said before crushing her lips with his.
His mind went blank, allowing how her hand roaming on his shirt, opening the button one by while the kiss went even more sinful than before. She does all the job, kissing, sucking the man’s lips lustful, panting hard just by the one-sided kiss. Her hand went into his shirts, touching all the possible part she could reach, her kiss trails to his jaw lines, nibbling and licking everywhere she could.
Ohno’s close his eyes. The image of the picture he saw flew in like a player, hurting him more. Nino has cheated on him. Acting all intimate with another guy but not him. is it wrong for him to do the same? If Nino could cheated on him, why can’t him? Why can’t he do the same?
He wanted to let it be. But then everything feels so wrong. How could he make love with someone he never loves? How could he cheat Nino with someone he hates? There’s no possible way he can. It disgusts him.
His thoughts stop when her hand tried to undone his pants. He stopped her, pushing her away from him. Ohno could see shock on her face, but the cold from her kiss on his body makes him hates everything about her. He eyed her in annoyance, stop her when she tried to approach him again.
“What makes you think a slut like you can make me feels better?”
“Watch your mouth, Ohno-san,” her face reddened hearing Ohno’s earlier words. “I am still your boss,”
Ohno chuckled.
“If you bear that in mind, you will never act like a bitch. What are you gonna do now? Fired me? Go ahead. I’ve been waiting to get away from you and your slutty attitude.”
Her face softened, turned into a pleading look. She tried to approach the man who was busy buttoning his shirt.
“no. no. I’m sorry, Satoshi-kun. I won’t- I will never fire you. I love you. I just need you. That’s all I need. Please, don’t-“
“Don’t what?” he cut her, angered. “Look. I will never get interested on you. I will never love you. you wanna know the reason why? Because I love Kazu. I love him because he’s the reason behind all of my achievement. He’s there during the hardest time and we’ve face it together. And now that we’re fine, why should I let a bitch like you to take me away from him?”
“Because he doesn’t love you. hasn’t you see enough prove?”
“it doesn’t matter that! I know he loved me before. If he hates me now, I will do everything that I can to make him love me again. I rather live with him cheating me now, rather than living with someone like you. you get what you want, yet you never appreciated it. I’m not a toy, and I will never be one for you,”
He was about to leave the room when she speaks again with a threat.
“You leave this room, Ohno-san, and I will tell everyone about you,”
Again, Ohno chuckled.
“seriously? Is that what you want? You’ll do that?” he laughed. “Please, don’t troubled yourself,”
Ignoring the threat, he opened the door but stop halfway out. He knew there are eyes looking at him with so many thought in their owner’s mind. Some of them might feel disgust, but ohno sure some of them do understand him. He took a look at the woman inside the room once, throwing her a mocking smile before back to the attention again.
“So someone has threaten me that she will tell the truth about what I am. I’m making things easier for her though. I’m a gay. And I will never ever fall for a slut like someone inside of this room,”
The moment he finished his words, he could hear people fussing in the office. He knows maybe some of them were mocking him as well, but he feels satisfied. Again he called for their attention.
“And with that truth, and the office zero policy towards homosexualities, I hereby declare that I will resign from my position. Please find my resignation letter on my table,”
He throws the woman another mocking smile, satisfied when he saw how embarrassed she was with what he had done. Bowing a little, he took his leave from the office. One of his hand gripping the envelop contain the pictures.
Between him and Nino, they need to come clear with everything.
***
“Tell me, Kazu,” he said the moment he entered the house. “What have I done that makes me deserve such punishment from you?”
Nino paused his game, turn to take a look at the man who was still standing at the door. His eyes widen when he observed the man closely, before his lips form a smirk.
“You seems to have a good day, and then you asked me what have you done? You’re a jerk,” nino replied, back to play with his game. His answer never satisfies the older man. he slammed the door behind him as hard as he could, walks straight towards the man. Gripping him by his colar, he forced the man to stand up facing him.
“Enough with all this cold war! I need to know why you are doing all this. Why are you betraying me?”
“Betray you, what? You’re saying everything for yourself, old man! I told you to stop acting like an angel already!”
“Which part of my act is, Kazu? You’re saying everything as I was never come true with you when it was you who was cheating behind me! Don’t deny it because I have proves!”
The yell stop. Both of them. Ohno thrust the envelop into his hand. Nino frowns looking at the envelop in his hand. Slowly he pulled out the content, eyes widen with shock as he saw the pictures.
“What-, how-, who-“ his mouth produce the words but unable to continue a proper sentences. But after a while, he sighed, chuckling as he put the pictures back inside.
“So, you found out huh?” he chuckles. “His name is Matsumoto Jun. I met him in the bar I went every night after our son died,”
“Why?” Ohno asked, trying to hold his pain inside. “why are you doing this, Kazu? Why are you hurting me when the only person I love is you?”
“Bullshit!” the gamer snapped. “love? You’re really a jerk did you know that! I told you to stop pretending that you’re an angel, Satoshi! I’m so sick of your act already,”
Nino was about to leave to their son room when Ohno grabs him, stopping him from leaving.
“I won’t know unless you tell me what the fuck is wrong with you, Kazu. Between us, there’s never a secret. What’s happening to us? What is your problem? What have I done to make you hate me so much?”
For once, he pulled his hand away from the man with one hard pull. Throwing him an irritated look, he pulled Ohno towards the mirror.
“Observed carefully, Satoshi. Observed with every detail on what is there on your neck, nape, collar bone. Look at it, and tell it again to me that you love me,”
Ohno looks at nino with a frown on his forehead, curious by the man words. there’s tears in Nino’s eyes when he said. Pulling his sight away from the man, he looks himself at the mirror to see some hickeys on the part that Nino mention now.
“Kazu…”
“can you say that you love me now, Satoshi?” a drop of tears fall on the floor when he ask Ohno that.
“I-“
“your love, is a lie, Satoshi. Why are you insisting on that?”
“I love you! that’s the truth. I’m insisting on that because it’s the truth,”
Nino shook his head. He had it enough.
“you’re asking me what is my problem? you are, Satoshi. You and your lies. Unless you leave me alone, you will always be one!”
He paused. silent.
“I guess it’s better for me to leave right?”
But before Ohno could say no, nino has leave.
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*sigh* this chapter... *sighs*
*disappointed*