[oneshot] Leave-Ohmiya
Title: Leave
Author: ica_90
Pairing: ohmiya [broken]
Genre: Angst
Rating :PG-13
Summary: he couldn’t share his love with someone else. Hence he decided to leave
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. I’m so jealous who own them though :/
A/N: unbeta. Write this based on my emotion lately. And some quote which happened in real life.
“Don’t leave... i need you,”
Ohno chuckled to the pleading voice. “Don’t leave”? “i need you”? What a funny words left from the man’s mouth. A very funny one indeed when 30 minutes ago, Nino told him that he wanted to marry another girl, who he met in one of the bar that he usually went alone 4 years ago. That his mom was so happy when he told her about that and that the girl has already wore a ring that cost his 3 months’ salary. And he was telling him with that straight innocent face as if there’s nothing wrong to tell him all that, breaking his heart to pieces.
And then now, Nino was telling him to not leaving because he needs him? What a blatant lie!
Slowly he pulled his hand away from Nino’s grips, throwing him an elegant smirk; just like what Nino always did every night with a feminine scent follows his steps into the house. He wasn’t sure if he should laugh or keep on smiling when he saw the shock disappointed face on Nino’s.
Of course he knew. He always knew it. God, they’ve been couple, lovers for years. Reading Nino was like reading an opened book that he has read over and over again. If Nino was a book, he might has remembered every single line of the story. But Nino wasn’t, yet he still knows the man too well.
Too well that he knew every single thing about the man and the girl he met at the bar. On how he flirt with the girl without having an intention to get married with her and it change few years later, or when he notice how lovesick smile has formed on the man’s lips when he came back one night, not noticing a lipstick stain on his shirts and a hickey on his neck while telling him an obvious lies about he has a midnight shooting with someone. Ohno chuckled when he thought of his own words in his head about the possibilities that Nino was recording himself while he fucked the girl. Or when he heard not a curse from the man when he failed his game when he was too busy thinking about the girl he in love with.
Of course he has thought about it long ago. About the possibilities of heartbroken when he fall in love with one sure straight guys who loves boobs as much as he loves his games. And of course he thought about leaving too, when he gets to know about the secret relation between Nino and the girls. God, he must be stupid for staying in the relation more than a year from the time he know about it.
But he couldn’t leave. Because he loves Nino with his whole heart that he promised to keep on staying by his side no matter what happen. But he couldn’t. There’s so many things happened before and he stayed. But he couldn’t this time. Not when he was asked to share his love with another girl who he never even met once. Never.
“Oh-chan... please...”
“Stop being a selfish brat, Kazu,” he said cold, his back facing the man, ready to leave. But again, Nino stopped him, gripping his wrist hard, pulling him to face him again.
“i beg you. Please... Don’t leave... i can’t live without you,”
Then you should think very carefully before you have another relation with another girl. Is what Ohno want to say. Instead, he chooses to remain silent. For a moment, he felt pity for the man, watching his tears flows on his cheeks, his lips shiver as he speaks his next words.
“i’m afraid of the future. What if she leaves me? What if something happened to me that makes she leave me? I’ll have no one, Oh-chan, i’m afraid of the possibilities,”
“so what am i now?” Ohno shot back furious. “so you wanna keep all the happy moment for her, and just come back to me when you’re having a bad time?’
Nino fell silent. His lips form a pout in which Ohno still found it’s cute. But he couldn’t surrender to the man request. Not when he knew, staying will only bring him pain instead of happiness.
“If you really care about all that, you should think about it before you make a decision to propose her, Kazu. I can’t share my love with someone else. It’s hurt for me. And don’t you think for her too?”
Slowly, he pushed Nino’s grips on his wrist.
“I don’t want to think that you’re having an image of her while fucking me. And i don’t want to have a thought of you fucking her while making sex with you. It’s your decision to get marry, to lead a normal life and i respect it. But you have to let me go. Because i just can’t stop thinking that you just love two different people at the same time. That you just take my love for you for granted,’
“But i’m not!” Nino snapped! “i still love you...”
“But it’s not enough right? I understand Nino. I completely understand. I don’t have what she has. But I can’t share you with anyone else. I don’t want to share. If you decided to marry her, i’ll step back. I’ll live my own life with something new, or perhaps someone new,”
“No...”
“She’ll be a good wife to you. She’ll get pregnant with your child and you can show your mum her grandchild, in which I can’t give you that. You’ll have a happy life with her, and having the thought, while it hurts me, makes me happy as well. But you have to let me go. Because i can’t love you anymore. You’re not mine,”
It sounds so easy to say all those words. In fact it’s not. It’s painful. But this relation couldn’t keep on going when it involved a future of someone, and Ohno couldn’t ruin it. He’s fine ruining his now, instead of his future.
He took a look at the man who was crying messily in front of him now. Slowly, he took off the ring on his finger, the one that they both bought together as a promised to stay forever. But Ohno knew, he just broke the promised. He thrust it into the man’s hand, before took his bag, leave the house with Nino’s cried face as the last image.
“Have a happy life, kazu. I’ll pray for it,” he said under his breath. Wave to a taxi, he hopped in, heading to an undecided destination, but Ohno knew, he’ll see a rainbow of his life, no matter if it is sooner or later.
Author: ica_90
Pairing: ohmiya [broken]
Genre: Angst
Rating :PG-13
Summary: he couldn’t share his love with someone else. Hence he decided to leave
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. I’m so jealous who own them though :/
A/N: unbeta. Write this based on my emotion lately. And some quote which happened in real life.
“Don’t leave... i need you,”
Ohno chuckled to the pleading voice. “Don’t leave”? “i need you”? What a funny words left from the man’s mouth. A very funny one indeed when 30 minutes ago, Nino told him that he wanted to marry another girl, who he met in one of the bar that he usually went alone 4 years ago. That his mom was so happy when he told her about that and that the girl has already wore a ring that cost his 3 months’ salary. And he was telling him with that straight innocent face as if there’s nothing wrong to tell him all that, breaking his heart to pieces.
And then now, Nino was telling him to not leaving because he needs him? What a blatant lie!
Slowly he pulled his hand away from Nino’s grips, throwing him an elegant smirk; just like what Nino always did every night with a feminine scent follows his steps into the house. He wasn’t sure if he should laugh or keep on smiling when he saw the shock disappointed face on Nino’s.
Of course he knew. He always knew it. God, they’ve been couple, lovers for years. Reading Nino was like reading an opened book that he has read over and over again. If Nino was a book, he might has remembered every single line of the story. But Nino wasn’t, yet he still knows the man too well.
Too well that he knew every single thing about the man and the girl he met at the bar. On how he flirt with the girl without having an intention to get married with her and it change few years later, or when he notice how lovesick smile has formed on the man’s lips when he came back one night, not noticing a lipstick stain on his shirts and a hickey on his neck while telling him an obvious lies about he has a midnight shooting with someone. Ohno chuckled when he thought of his own words in his head about the possibilities that Nino was recording himself while he fucked the girl. Or when he heard not a curse from the man when he failed his game when he was too busy thinking about the girl he in love with.
Of course he has thought about it long ago. About the possibilities of heartbroken when he fall in love with one sure straight guys who loves boobs as much as he loves his games. And of course he thought about leaving too, when he gets to know about the secret relation between Nino and the girls. God, he must be stupid for staying in the relation more than a year from the time he know about it.
But he couldn’t leave. Because he loves Nino with his whole heart that he promised to keep on staying by his side no matter what happen. But he couldn’t. There’s so many things happened before and he stayed. But he couldn’t this time. Not when he was asked to share his love with another girl who he never even met once. Never.
“Oh-chan... please...”
“Stop being a selfish brat, Kazu,” he said cold, his back facing the man, ready to leave. But again, Nino stopped him, gripping his wrist hard, pulling him to face him again.
“i beg you. Please... Don’t leave... i can’t live without you,”
Then you should think very carefully before you have another relation with another girl. Is what Ohno want to say. Instead, he chooses to remain silent. For a moment, he felt pity for the man, watching his tears flows on his cheeks, his lips shiver as he speaks his next words.
“i’m afraid of the future. What if she leaves me? What if something happened to me that makes she leave me? I’ll have no one, Oh-chan, i’m afraid of the possibilities,”
“so what am i now?” Ohno shot back furious. “so you wanna keep all the happy moment for her, and just come back to me when you’re having a bad time?’
Nino fell silent. His lips form a pout in which Ohno still found it’s cute. But he couldn’t surrender to the man request. Not when he knew, staying will only bring him pain instead of happiness.
“If you really care about all that, you should think about it before you make a decision to propose her, Kazu. I can’t share my love with someone else. It’s hurt for me. And don’t you think for her too?”
Slowly, he pushed Nino’s grips on his wrist.
“I don’t want to think that you’re having an image of her while fucking me. And i don’t want to have a thought of you fucking her while making sex with you. It’s your decision to get marry, to lead a normal life and i respect it. But you have to let me go. Because i just can’t stop thinking that you just love two different people at the same time. That you just take my love for you for granted,’
“But i’m not!” Nino snapped! “i still love you...”
“But it’s not enough right? I understand Nino. I completely understand. I don’t have what she has. But I can’t share you with anyone else. I don’t want to share. If you decided to marry her, i’ll step back. I’ll live my own life with something new, or perhaps someone new,”
“No...”
“She’ll be a good wife to you. She’ll get pregnant with your child and you can show your mum her grandchild, in which I can’t give you that. You’ll have a happy life with her, and having the thought, while it hurts me, makes me happy as well. But you have to let me go. Because i can’t love you anymore. You’re not mine,”
It sounds so easy to say all those words. In fact it’s not. It’s painful. But this relation couldn’t keep on going when it involved a future of someone, and Ohno couldn’t ruin it. He’s fine ruining his now, instead of his future.
He took a look at the man who was crying messily in front of him now. Slowly, he took off the ring on his finger, the one that they both bought together as a promised to stay forever. But Ohno knew, he just broke the promised. He thrust it into the man’s hand, before took his bag, leave the house with Nino’s cried face as the last image.
“Have a happy life, kazu. I’ll pray for it,” he said under his breath. Wave to a taxi, he hopped in, heading to an undecided destination, but Ohno knew, he’ll see a rainbow of his life, no matter if it is sooner or later.