[Drabble] I’ll Hold You As Long As I Live - Ohmiya
Title: I’ll Hold You As Long As I Live
Author: ica_90
Pairing: Ohmiya, Matsumiya (friendship)
Rating: PG
Genre: light angst, fluff
Summary: ... because he doesn’t want to give the man he love any trouble...
Disclaimer: not owning them.
A/N: this isn’t too much, and i know i didn’t put a lot of emotion in here, but this is just an appreciation for people who always there for me (sorry, i’m just down for no reason *lie*). written for nino1711azuki iloveohmiya zhanisa my twitter nakama who keeps talking about ohmiya, makes me smile seriously. And for atenea005 who always there who reads and commenting on my ohmiya fic and to permatasari i’m sorry i haven’t wrote you a happy ending Ohmiya.
“So troublesome”
Two words that Ohno Satoshi had said in a playful tone, but Nino took it seriously.
It hurt him, he can’t hide it. Before he knows, he uttered the taboo words.
“Let’s break up,” Only God knows how much he tried to keep standing the moment he uttered the word. He could see the shock face on the man’s face, but he couldn’t keep it any longer.
He knew the man was joking, but with his condition right now, he took everything seriously, that even though Ohno said it with an intention to joke, Nino took it seriously that he feels hurt by the words. Because he doesn’t want to give the man he love any trouble by whatever he’s facing now.
He doesn’t need any word from the man. He knew Ohno loves him. He loves him too. But he couldn’t help to think that one day Ohno will say “so troublesome” again and that time, he means it. He is selfish, Nino knews it. He was afraid of being hurt. Hence leaving Ohno alone will be a better decision. That’s what he thought.
He leaved the house without waiting for any answer from Ohno.
For hours, he wanders around Tokyo, aimlessly that he has nowhere to go. No. He didn’t want to burden anyone. His family, his bandmates. He didn’t even want them to know. He’s thinking of leaving the country, leaving Arashi behind when suddenly his phone vibrating in his pocket, he fished it out to see Jun’s name on the screen.
“Are you OK?”
“Huh?” did he know? He asked himself
“Riida called me, panicked. He said you break up with him. That’s so not you. I know you love him. To suddenly break up...” Nino didn’t let the man to finish up his words that he ends up crying. It was an hour later, he is inside Jun’s house, eyes wet as he being calm down by the owner of the house.
***
“I don’t think he wanted to meet you,” Jun said calm to the furious Ohno.
“Why not? Look Jun, i know the two of you are best friend... But...”
“He’s emotionally unstable now, Riida. Just give him some times. Alone,”
Ohno stared the youngest member. There’s uneasiness shown on the man face, make Ohno believe there’s indeed something was wrong
“What is wrong with him Jun?”
Here, Jun sighed.
***
Slowly, Ohno make his way to the bed. He shook his head, sighing as he kept thinking the reason of the sudden break up.
The bed was single, and Nino already took half of the space, but still he sat on the bed before lie on his side, facing the sleeping man. His hand make his way to the man’s cheek, caressing him, chuckled a little when the man stirred by the touch, still not waking up.
But the smile on his lips fades, before he mumbled a question.
“Why don’t you want to share your hurt with me, Kazu?”
And Nino’s eyes snapped open. He gasped a little seeing Ohno next to him, but Ohno wrapped his hand along Nino’s waist, closing their distance, limiting the man movement.
“Oh-chan... I... “
“Shhh...” Ohno’s nose on Nino’s neck. “Let me enjoy your scent. Just for a moment,”
Silent.
“We’ve broke up,” Nino mumbled soft, trying to not choke on his words.
“i didn’t say i agree with it,” he replied lazily. Nino pushed him away, hard.
“You don’t understand Oh-chan... i...” he paused, pushing himself into a sitting position. Ohno did the same. “i can’t...”
“What is the purpose of being lovers when we can’t share the pain, kazu-kun. You have been my life since 15 years ago. Why do i have to let you go just because of that stupid disease?”
Nino’s mouth wide open.
“You know?”
Ohno nodded.
“How?”
“I forced Jun to tell me. Look. I don’t care if it can't be heal. I just want to live with you, hold you until i die, even though you don’t want me anymore,”
“i still love you, Oh-chan,” Nino muttered, barely heard by the man.
“Then your back bone problem isn’t a pain for me, Nino,”
“i’ll trouble you...”
“You already gave me a lot of trouble before, Kazu. Why bother about it now?” he laughed when he saw the pout on Nino’s lips. “I whine, I agree. But I never mean it. Because every problem will always have a solution, and i your existence in my life is already a solution to it,”
Nino fell silent, Ohno found it as a moment to close their distance, his lips meeting Nino’s before he kissed the man tenderly. He didn’t bother the fact that they’ve run out of breath. He just didn’t want to let go. But he knows, they still have a lot of time for that.
And when he depart, Nino’s blushing face makes him happy than ever. He lifts up the man’s face, making him to look him directly into his eyes.
“if you can’t bend your body, I’ll do it for you. If you’re hurt, I’ll be there to help you to ease the pain. It may not be enough, but will you allow me to hold you, let you lean on me as long as i live?”
Nino nodded, smiling and Ohno didn’t need any other answer. He took the man into his embrace. Nino could hear the man’s heartbeat when Ohno speaks again.
“Let’s go home?”
Nino nodded again.
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Author: ica_90
Pairing: Ohmiya, Matsumiya (friendship)
Rating: PG
Genre: light angst, fluff
Summary: ... because he doesn’t want to give the man he love any trouble...
Disclaimer: not owning them.
A/N: this isn’t too much, and i know i didn’t put a lot of emotion in here, but this is just an appreciation for people who always there for me (sorry, i’m just down for no reason *lie*). written for nino1711azuki iloveohmiya zhanisa my twitter nakama who keeps talking about ohmiya, makes me smile seriously. And for atenea005 who always there who reads and commenting on my ohmiya fic and to permatasari i’m sorry i haven’t wrote you a happy ending Ohmiya.
“So troublesome”
Two words that Ohno Satoshi had said in a playful tone, but Nino took it seriously.
It hurt him, he can’t hide it. Before he knows, he uttered the taboo words.
“Let’s break up,” Only God knows how much he tried to keep standing the moment he uttered the word. He could see the shock face on the man’s face, but he couldn’t keep it any longer.
He knew the man was joking, but with his condition right now, he took everything seriously, that even though Ohno said it with an intention to joke, Nino took it seriously that he feels hurt by the words. Because he doesn’t want to give the man he love any trouble by whatever he’s facing now.
He doesn’t need any word from the man. He knew Ohno loves him. He loves him too. But he couldn’t help to think that one day Ohno will say “so troublesome” again and that time, he means it. He is selfish, Nino knews it. He was afraid of being hurt. Hence leaving Ohno alone will be a better decision. That’s what he thought.
He leaved the house without waiting for any answer from Ohno.
For hours, he wanders around Tokyo, aimlessly that he has nowhere to go. No. He didn’t want to burden anyone. His family, his bandmates. He didn’t even want them to know. He’s thinking of leaving the country, leaving Arashi behind when suddenly his phone vibrating in his pocket, he fished it out to see Jun’s name on the screen.
“Are you OK?”
“Huh?” did he know? He asked himself
“Riida called me, panicked. He said you break up with him. That’s so not you. I know you love him. To suddenly break up...” Nino didn’t let the man to finish up his words that he ends up crying. It was an hour later, he is inside Jun’s house, eyes wet as he being calm down by the owner of the house.
***
“I don’t think he wanted to meet you,” Jun said calm to the furious Ohno.
“Why not? Look Jun, i know the two of you are best friend... But...”
“He’s emotionally unstable now, Riida. Just give him some times. Alone,”
Ohno stared the youngest member. There’s uneasiness shown on the man face, make Ohno believe there’s indeed something was wrong
“What is wrong with him Jun?”
Here, Jun sighed.
***
Slowly, Ohno make his way to the bed. He shook his head, sighing as he kept thinking the reason of the sudden break up.
The bed was single, and Nino already took half of the space, but still he sat on the bed before lie on his side, facing the sleeping man. His hand make his way to the man’s cheek, caressing him, chuckled a little when the man stirred by the touch, still not waking up.
But the smile on his lips fades, before he mumbled a question.
“Why don’t you want to share your hurt with me, Kazu?”
And Nino’s eyes snapped open. He gasped a little seeing Ohno next to him, but Ohno wrapped his hand along Nino’s waist, closing their distance, limiting the man movement.
“Oh-chan... I... “
“Shhh...” Ohno’s nose on Nino’s neck. “Let me enjoy your scent. Just for a moment,”
Silent.
“We’ve broke up,” Nino mumbled soft, trying to not choke on his words.
“i didn’t say i agree with it,” he replied lazily. Nino pushed him away, hard.
“You don’t understand Oh-chan... i...” he paused, pushing himself into a sitting position. Ohno did the same. “i can’t...”
“What is the purpose of being lovers when we can’t share the pain, kazu-kun. You have been my life since 15 years ago. Why do i have to let you go just because of that stupid disease?”
Nino’s mouth wide open.
“You know?”
Ohno nodded.
“How?”
“I forced Jun to tell me. Look. I don’t care if it can't be heal. I just want to live with you, hold you until i die, even though you don’t want me anymore,”
“i still love you, Oh-chan,” Nino muttered, barely heard by the man.
“Then your back bone problem isn’t a pain for me, Nino,”
“i’ll trouble you...”
“You already gave me a lot of trouble before, Kazu. Why bother about it now?” he laughed when he saw the pout on Nino’s lips. “I whine, I agree. But I never mean it. Because every problem will always have a solution, and i your existence in my life is already a solution to it,”
Nino fell silent, Ohno found it as a moment to close their distance, his lips meeting Nino’s before he kissed the man tenderly. He didn’t bother the fact that they’ve run out of breath. He just didn’t want to let go. But he knows, they still have a lot of time for that.
And when he depart, Nino’s blushing face makes him happy than ever. He lifts up the man’s face, making him to look him directly into his eyes.
“if you can’t bend your body, I’ll do it for you. If you’re hurt, I’ll be there to help you to ease the pain. It may not be enough, but will you allow me to hold you, let you lean on me as long as i live?”
Nino nodded, smiling and Ohno didn’t need any other answer. He took the man into his embrace. Nino could hear the man’s heartbeat when Ohno speaks again.
“Let’s go home?”
Nino nodded again.
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