Nightmare

Jun 20, 2006 10:15

My mum got out of surgery yesterday.
Something to remove her stomache... To lose weight.
I forgot the name.

I woke up from a nightmare a little while ago.
I dreamt that my mum didn't make it through surgery.
I know it was just a dream but it really upset me. Someday she will die and I don't want her to... I love my mum...
I love my whole family... Sure, we may have times we don't get along...
I never ever want to lose them.

I don't want to go to the hospital today...
I don't want to do anything at all. I wish I could lie in bed all day...
I'd like to think about things. Not much to think about, I'm just in that type of mood... Anti social...

It's so goddamn early... I should be sleeping til like ten.
That's when my sister is picking me up to go to the hospital...
Augh.
I hate hospitals.
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