Jun 22, 2004 19:30
Well I worked today. I had 9 am and a 4 pm appointments today and bring in $193 total, which $38.60 will come to me. Not a lot though :'(. Last night was cool. I hung out with Joe and Courtney, then we went to see Mike, our friend in Palos Verdes who we haven't seen in such a lot time. We had some major fun, played 50 games of Soul Caliber 2 and talked. Anyway, I'll tell you how my day went:
My day wasn't ok. It just plain sucked. I mean I woke up looking like crap. I tell my mom about my pain and she FUCKING REFUSES to even listen. It took me about 20 minutes to get me the number, but she hasn't given it to me :'(. My entire body is in pain. My head hurts, my back hurts the most and I can't stand it anymore. I wish Laura was here to make me feel better, she's good at doing that.
24 hours from now, I'll be 21. The big 21. It's cool I guess, but I'll be here in my room just drink by myself. I will be celebrating it by myself as I've been in the past. I mean, this isn't my first birthday alone. Most of my teenage years I celebrated my birthday by myself. Then saturday I'll be heading to Fred's with Lucas and his friends and just drink the night away.
I miss Laura so much right now. I really miss her. She is my world. I hope she calls me tonight. I hope she calls on my birthday. I love her so much. I'm gonna get her something when she comes back. I might even surprise her :).
Anyway, right now I'm not feeling so good. My body hurts, I'm crying, bad headache, and so on. I'm just gonna stay here at home tonight. Later people.