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How to make a ic316
Ingredients:
1 part anger
1 part courage
1 part beauty
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Well, my day was ok. I didn't have school today :), but it sucked staying at home most of day. My birthday is in 10 days. I'm excited, but then again, I don't know if it will be fun. That's because Laura will be gone until june 27th :'(. It's no fun unless I have my baby celebrating my birthday with me. I miss her right now.
My prayer was answer earlier. I pray that I hope I passed my Political Science, and it happened. I fucking.....PASSED!!!!! Oh hell yea, I got a C :). So I have to wait for my other 3 grades to show up. So far 2 of the 5 have showed up. Thank god I have that off my back. Now I have 14 days to calm down before I go to summer school for 6 weeks and take a class out of the way. After that, I'll only have 3 classes to take in the Fall, which really keeps my scheldule open. Then I'm transferring to CSUDH to get away from my parents. I'm gonna try to get out within a year and a half to finish school quickly cause I can't stand it.
I had some trouble last night sleeping. I don't know why I have trouble sleeping sometimes. I woke up early this morning around 8 am and just laid in bed listening to music for an hour and cried a little bit. I hate when I have those type of days where I just wake up crying. I don't know why it happens, I guess its just a way for me to relieve my pain that I still have from the past. I'm not just talking about from this year, but from like a long time ago, more like in my high school years when Ty first became sick, when I saw him in Minnesota and remembering the last thing he said to me before he stop speaking, etc. I hate it when it comes back and hits me. I wish it would just stop.
I love picking up Laura up from school. It shows that I'm a loving boyfriend. I'm always here for her cause I love her so much. I'll do anything to make my baby happy :). I was picking her up today and we ended waiting for her sister and she really and I mean really pissed off cause it take her a while to get to the car. This is Laura's last week of school. She has finals from tuesday to thursday. Then I can spend the entire summer with her :). I can't wait. She'll be a senior this upcoming fall and graduate in June '05. I miss her so much right now. Right now I'm bored, lonely, and so on. I wish she was here to hold me right now, so we can cuddle all cuddle and make her feel safe. I love her so much that I'm willing to give up anything for her.
Well, I'll stop there for tonight. I'm just waiting for Laura to call me. I'm just gonna go lay down on my loveseat and rest up because my back is killing me :'(. I love Laura so much :-*. Night.
Ingredients:
1 part anger
1 part courage
1 part beauty
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Well, my day was ok. I didn't have school today :), but it sucked staying at home most of day. My birthday is in 10 days. I'm excited, but then again, I don't know if it will be fun. That's because Laura will be gone until june 27th :'(. It's no fun unless I have my baby celebrating my birthday with me. I miss her right now.
My prayer was answer earlier. I pray that I hope I passed my Political Science, and it happened. I fucking.....PASSED!!!!! Oh hell yea, I got a C :). So I have to wait for my other 3 grades to show up. So far 2 of the 5 have showed up. Thank god I have that off my back. Now I have 14 days to calm down before I go to summer school for 6 weeks and take a class out of the way. After that, I'll only have 3 classes to take in the Fall, which really keeps my scheldule open. Then I'm transferring to CSUDH to get away from my parents. I'm gonna try to get out within a year and a half to finish school quickly cause I can't stand it.
I had some trouble last night sleeping. I don't know why I have trouble sleeping sometimes. I woke up early this morning around 8 am and just laid in bed listening to music for an hour and cried a little bit. I hate when I have those type of days where I just wake up crying. I don't know why it happens, I guess its just a way for me to relieve my pain that I still have from the past. I'm not just talking about from this year, but from like a long time ago, more like in my high school years when Ty first became sick, when I saw him in Minnesota and remembering the last thing he said to me before he stop speaking, etc. I hate it when it comes back and hits me. I wish it would just stop.
I love picking up Laura up from school. It shows that I'm a loving boyfriend. I'm always here for her cause I love her so much. I'll do anything to make my baby happy :). I was picking her up today and we ended waiting for her sister and she really and I mean really pissed off cause it take her a while to get to the car. This is Laura's last week of school. She has finals from tuesday to thursday. Then I can spend the entire summer with her :). I can't wait. She'll be a senior this upcoming fall and graduate in June '05. I miss her so much right now. Right now I'm bored, lonely, and so on. I wish she was here to hold me right now, so we can cuddle all cuddle and make her feel safe. I love her so much that I'm willing to give up anything for her.
Well, I'll stop there for tonight. I'm just waiting for Laura to call me. I'm just gonna go lay down on my loveseat and rest up because my back is killing me :'(. I love Laura so much :-*. Night.