What's wrong with me?
Well, I'm just updating because I'm fucking bored and I'm waiting for my uncle to come over and give me the shirts he fixed up for me. Right now, I'm not in the best of moods. I hardly slept last night (which is common for me). I wasn't feeling good last night, my entire body hurt so much. The reason for my lack of sleep is because of all the crap in my life at home. Sometimes I can fight it and sometimes I just emotionally and physically broken down or in other words, an emotional wreck. 5 years of dealing my family situation, and I know it will always be with me. Can I take 6 more months of this? Or should I have left from home a long time ago? That's been reading through my head for these past few years.
My ex tried to talk to me this morning. I guess she's been "checking up" on me again. I don't need to be checked on. I really don't need someone to check up on me at all. Why does she read my entries? Is there something that she wants me? If so, what the hell does she want? I don't need her little friend Samantha telling me that I'm an idiot. What did I ever do to her? Well guess what she can kiss my ass and burn in hell for all I care.
Someone randomly IM Laura the other day saying "thanks for making Ian happy?" If it's one of Ashley's friends, they better leave us alone. I've done nothing to them, but oh well. I'm not like them.
Anyway, I miss Laura right now. I care about her so much. I'm willing to do anything for her and to keep her happy. Well, I'm getting ready to get laura in the next couple of minutes and go to the fair in Hermosa. The last fair I went to was the Old Hometown fair in 2003, even though I only stay for like 2 hours, which I usually stay like 4 to 5. I'm waiting for my uncle to get here and then I'm off to get Laura.
I'll update later...
My ex tried to talk to me this morning. I guess she's been "checking up" on me again. I don't need to be checked on. I really don't need someone to check up on me at all. Why does she read my entries? Is there something that she wants me? If so, what the hell does she want? I don't need her little friend Samantha telling me that I'm an idiot. What did I ever do to her? Well guess what she can kiss my ass and burn in hell for all I care.
Someone randomly IM Laura the other day saying "thanks for making Ian happy?" If it's one of Ashley's friends, they better leave us alone. I've done nothing to them, but oh well. I'm not like them.
Anyway, I miss Laura right now. I care about her so much. I'm willing to do anything for her and to keep her happy. Well, I'm getting ready to get laura in the next couple of minutes and go to the fair in Hermosa. The last fair I went to was the Old Hometown fair in 2003, even though I only stay for like 2 hours, which I usually stay like 4 to 5. I'm waiting for my uncle to get here and then I'm off to get Laura.
I'll update later...