So empty
I don't know what I'm feeling like right. I mean I cried last night, so basically I cried myself to sleep. I guess it's better than drinking myself to sleep.
My emotions are taking over me. It's not the first time. It's happen to me many times in the past. It hurts me. I've almost come close to doing something that I thought I would never think about doing, but somehow, someway, I've managed to stop myself. I already came close to doing it, I had the marking on my chest and my arm from holding it there for a long time. I just wanted to do it, but I couldn't.
My parents haven't stopped bugging me, they just make me feel like crap even more. It's hard to hold everything inside and hide it away from the people I love. It's the beginning of the 6th year of everything that has everything here for my family.
I don't know what's going to happen, sometimes I don't think anyone even cares that I even exist. If I ran away, would anyone come after me? I've thought about before, but I don't know, I'm just sad and unhappy right now.
Anyways, that's all for now, I don't know what else to say, I do miss laura, I really do, but I don't know what's going to happen.
My emotions are taking over me. It's not the first time. It's happen to me many times in the past. It hurts me. I've almost come close to doing something that I thought I would never think about doing, but somehow, someway, I've managed to stop myself. I already came close to doing it, I had the marking on my chest and my arm from holding it there for a long time. I just wanted to do it, but I couldn't.
My parents haven't stopped bugging me, they just make me feel like crap even more. It's hard to hold everything inside and hide it away from the people I love. It's the beginning of the 6th year of everything that has everything here for my family.
I don't know what's going to happen, sometimes I don't think anyone even cares that I even exist. If I ran away, would anyone come after me? I've thought about before, but I don't know, I'm just sad and unhappy right now.
Anyways, that's all for now, I don't know what else to say, I do miss laura, I really do, but I don't know what's going to happen.