twisted life
This month has taken many unexpected turns. Seeming for the longest time to only spiral further downward into feelings of anxiety and dissapointment. Like showing up to a party being the only one to not bring a dish, being underdressed, and getting a little too drunk. I have been very uncomfortable. However a night of true conversation, a day of just being, and laughter shared over common ground has, as it more often than not does, led the way to feeling more at peace with how thing lay. I don't pretend to know the future, of even how to proceed, but I do feel safer and finally comfortable. That being said I shall use my time.