the pros and cons of breathing
Nothing in life can ever be easy.
Nothing is ever fair.
Fair would be AJ wanting to be with me 5 months ago...not now.
Fair would be Frank wanting to be with me now...not suspecting that I will up and run on off with AJ and leave him in the dust.
Nothing bothers me more than when someone questions my character...my integrity. Maybe there are very few honest people left in this world...however, I remain honest. I don't like to fuck around with other people's feelings. I've done it before, and turned something that could've been amazing into a pile of shit. I swore not to ever do that again, it's just not fair to anyone involved.
And I won't.
I just get so frustrated when I know something is true, yet someone doesn't believe me.
I'm a hopeless romantic since birth...all I've ever wanted was for someone to care for me so much it hurts. I want movie love. I guess the only problem with that is that movies aren't real...so maybe it doesn't even exist.
But I don't plan on giving up until I find it.
Nothing is ever fair.
Fair would be AJ wanting to be with me 5 months ago...not now.
Fair would be Frank wanting to be with me now...not suspecting that I will up and run on off with AJ and leave him in the dust.
Nothing bothers me more than when someone questions my character...my integrity. Maybe there are very few honest people left in this world...however, I remain honest. I don't like to fuck around with other people's feelings. I've done it before, and turned something that could've been amazing into a pile of shit. I swore not to ever do that again, it's just not fair to anyone involved.
And I won't.
I just get so frustrated when I know something is true, yet someone doesn't believe me.
I'm a hopeless romantic since birth...all I've ever wanted was for someone to care for me so much it hurts. I want movie love. I guess the only problem with that is that movies aren't real...so maybe it doesn't even exist.
But I don't plan on giving up until I find it.