Yeah, well you can bite my ass.
fuckity fuck fuck FUCK.
I hate today. Well actually I have come to realize I hate everything...
How could a once very lively, happy person now scoff at everything?...how did I turn into this bitchy self-loathing, spiteful, full of hate person?
When did I turn into a cynical uptight bi-otch?
I asked myself today (mistake as it was) when the last time I was truly happy with myself and my life. Yeah, didn't like the answer I got. Yeah, don't see why I ask myself questions. Yeah, don't see why I question everything at all.
Well actually I do see why, because I am a paranoid, insecure person. And I suppose nothing is ever going to change that. Especially after recent events.
And I also suppose that I can't let myself be happy...because I just think and think and think and think when I should stop. And then when I should be using my head it shuts down. Yeahhhhh. That needs to stop like, NOW. Like now.
How about...not.
How about...not -to bad days, people, obssessing, crying, hating, self-loathing...
How about...
I hate today. Well actually I have come to realize I hate everything...
How could a once very lively, happy person now scoff at everything?...how did I turn into this bitchy self-loathing, spiteful, full of hate person?
When did I turn into a cynical uptight bi-otch?
I asked myself today (mistake as it was) when the last time I was truly happy with myself and my life. Yeah, didn't like the answer I got. Yeah, don't see why I ask myself questions. Yeah, don't see why I question everything at all.
Well actually I do see why, because I am a paranoid, insecure person. And I suppose nothing is ever going to change that. Especially after recent events.
And I also suppose that I can't let myself be happy...because I just think and think and think and think when I should stop. And then when I should be using my head it shuts down. Yeahhhhh. That needs to stop like, NOW. Like now.
How about...not.
How about...not -to bad days, people, obssessing, crying, hating, self-loathing...
How about...