BLLAAHHH. shitty.
So yeah. Today really sucked. I never get closure when things end badly...but I guess I got my closure. And I need to learn how to let things end when they really are over.
I can't fucking stand feeling shitty. I feel so heavy...like I can't even hold myself up to stand...and I can't look you in the eyes without feeling a fucking knife in my heart.
...not to be dramatic or anything. But you know that I am good for that.
Some partying is what I need...I need to get out and be social...I need to get out of my own head and move on.
So tonite I am hanging out with Dev and Roycraft...and both of them know how to make me laugh extremely hard. Friends = blessing.
I can't fucking stand feeling shitty. I feel so heavy...like I can't even hold myself up to stand...and I can't look you in the eyes without feeling a fucking knife in my heart.
...not to be dramatic or anything. But you know that I am good for that.
Some partying is what I need...I need to get out and be social...I need to get out of my own head and move on.
So tonite I am hanging out with Dev and Roycraft...and both of them know how to make me laugh extremely hard. Friends = blessing.