Sep 04, 2004 00:47
life is good. i got a job offer, sorta, the other day. but i dont know. i have to pray about it more. it dosent look like a god thing yet. I have been thing about the phrase "a slave to righteousness". That means that righteousness is the one who determines your life. it owns you. you cant help but obey and be righteous. to be really honest i am dreading not having john around. my heart breaks. i love to be lead by him into worship. he has taught me more about being a lead worshiper. given me an image to help with my focus to worship god. i really enjoy playing with the band for other youth groups and for whoever calls him. i ask god who pick up the slack without him. who will step up. i dont know. but i do know that god is faithful. and whatever happens will be better than anything i have can dream. it is funny how small the world i found out that three ppl i know, know each other. how funny. the gdale jordan game was fun. i had a blast walking around and seeing everybody. but i dont like being in support of both sides. that was annoying. my job is getting weird now. i have taken over two small warehouses. and i am working myself out of a job! i am taking the actions that will speed up the lose of my job. god has really been showing me about working for him and not me. getting paid by his grace not regions payroll. i feel like there is a season of death comeing. not bad but letting go to open up more opportunities, new faces, and more responsibility. or maybe it is gas. you never know. cuz feelings can be wrong.