Boy will be boys
Today had been the most stressful, but exciting day. Krystal, her grandparents and I all went to Krystal aunts restaurant. It is more like a catering business but anyway. They have picture on the wall of relatives past and preset. It was cool there were photos from as far back a WWI. The thing that was like eye opening was to see all the ppl who have done so much and the see me. I felt privileged to ever be on the wall. But god show me thought this that I am apart of the faithful. You know the list of the faith hall of fame in Hebrews; god said you are on it. That is just the highlights. The boys were wild, but at the same time they were good. I guess every child I like that. I still cant believer how big they are. They have all grown like 1 inch. Pray for me I had bad allergies with dogs and it has been acting up all day. But I am exited about tomorrow worship in the morning and going to FFBC to night. I love going back. Not everybody likes to see me. But I don’t care. I love to minister to my old church. I wanted to help there so bad but they would not let me. That is Part of the reason why I am not there. But I tell you what seeing Krystal come down the hall thingy at the airport was amazing. She was beautiful. Every time I see her after spending time away I fall in love all over again. I see pretty girls and I meet nice girls, but Krystal is just unique she changes me somehow. I am complete with her. I stress about thing too much she relaxes me she makes me feel apart of something bigger than life. The people around me are apart of my purpose. God has revealed that to me many times. But Krystal is more than everything else in that. I could write for day about this. Bye the way she loved her surprise I have for her. There were too many to list. My final thought and prayer is this: God completes me, but He uses her to show it. That is my prayer for all the youth who are struggling with dating that you will wait, say everything, for that person who god uses to make you remember how much he loves you. Amen!