I'm a sweetheart, genuis, reckless jerk. Lord, have mercy, I'm a piece of work.
I really should update more but I just can't motivate myself into it.
Court and I helped my uncle Justin pack the other night. He moved to Charolette. It is pretty sad but sis and I are going to see him this weekend. I'm pretty excited about it because I've never been there.
Friday I voluteered at RAM with LeighAnn. For those of you who have no idea what RAM is, shame on you!! Only joking. It's Remote Area Medical and doctors come in and do free medical, eye, and vision care. We woke up at 5 that morning and made it to Wise at 6:15ish. For two hours all we did was cut these forms in half. Then we ate some pancakes and did nothing for 2 more hours!! One of the ladies there told us that they really didn't need us but we were welcome to stay. We decided to just go home an catch some sleep. I was glad we did all we could though. I was really suprised at all the people out there who needed help. I really feel like I need to get out and try to help more.
That evening Mom and I took Drew to Reno's. He tried to eat the lemon out of mom's tea. He loved it but he made the best sour face ever. I also taught him to say lemon.
I got my schedule but it's crazy. I don't have all my classes yet.
Yesterday was Drew's first birthday party. It was too cute. I sat down in the grass with him and blew bubbles for ever. He seemed quite amazed by bubbles and was determined to catch one. I was so sticky after that.
No one woke me up for church today. So I woke up around 12 and once I got ready Court and I had a "picture setting." We took pictures for quite some time and I won't even get into one outfit but it was quite funny. I may post some of them on here later.
I'm pretty excited about this week. Actually I'm anxious about this week.
Tomorrow will be boring but Tuesday Meg and I have a double date. I'm excited but I'm so worried that I'll do something stupid. I'm also worried that some crazy person from Pound will attempt to ruin it. I'm not really looking for a relationship but I'm just so happy to find someone normal. OK better than normal, someone I could like. I want to say everything on here and I dont' want to say anything at all. I just worry that I could be setting myself up for something bad. I don't want my date to read this and think it's him I'm worried about. It's not. It's other people and their massive ability to run their mouths. I'd put his name but this is so much more evil.
I'm looking forward to and dreading school. I'm excited about classes and getting back to being social. I'm not looking forward to all the drama. But I'm over it now. Regardless of what you do or don't do, people are going to make you out to be something else. I just hope that with the last graduating class out of the high school, my life will be a little easier. And no, that wasn't a stab at Brent inparticular.
I have some real anxiety problems.