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[ibrokelikeglass]

certain things just make me so darn cranky! but thats what my pank is for, she listens and doesnt try to change my mind. i heart her.but yeah i need to not be so mad all the time. people started noticing and thats bad.but it doesnt matter. eventually i will ignore things to the point where to me theyre gone. i dont want to do anything today...i want to go to the beach but then im like lazy or something, and what if i dont like some of the people ....ugh i just said what if! someone stamp loser on my forehead now! errggg. im mad at myself. good job me! yeah.yeah.yeah.yeah.yeah. wooo. haha. i entertain myself. now i have to go get ready for practice.....

~did you ever look did you ever see that one person and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze~