Aug 08, 2004 01:56
i had a flashback the other day...
i didnt relive it. but my brother and i were outside his appartment and he was going to the door to get his girlfriend. The lights were out from the thunderstorm or something. So i was standing there in the dark by myself..
That erie feeling came back...terrified..i didnt want to be alone. I had never felt that way before except for one time..That night, the night of the accident.
10 months. Brian Rumble has yet to be seen by my own 2 eyes. my dad says meeting him will bring closure.
but what do you say to that?
"im sorry, it was an accident..i feel your loss of the one you love, and you probably wish you werent here right now..but you are."