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I dont know what to do anymore. How to be. How to act. I'm a good person (atleast i think i am) I help out when and where i can. I put others before myself, sometimes even sacrificing what i want if it means others will be happy. Sometimes it makes me miserable though. I look around and see these selfish people, people that are only looking out for themselves, people that only do things for others if it benefits them. The thing about it is, they dont care, they are happy. So whats wrong with being a shit person as long as youre happy? I mean thats what people always say right? "Just do whatever makes you happy in life" So what if what makes me happy is not giving a shit about anyone but myself? Is that what i have to do? Be like everyone else? Put number one first? Be a shit person? Because let me tell you, being a nice guy and all hasnt gotten me shit. It hasnt gotten me what i've wanted. I guess that already makes me a shitty person for expecting good things for my good deeds. I dont know what im talking about anymore. There are good people and there are bad people. Some of them are happy and some of them are miserable. And some people never fucking change.