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Yesterday i decided that i wasn't going to fast. i just can't do it. so, I'm just eating very little amounts of things, and healthy things at that. But i still love my junk food every now and then.
I just had a bowl of crispix. yummy. not really. it was just something to eat. and now i feel sick. I haven't been feeling good lately. for like...the past 3 weeks, any time right after i eat, i feel really sick. like i-want-to-puke-sick. i thought fasting might get whatever is in my system out of it. yeah. not happening. so mom told me to eat a bunch of healthy high-fiber food.
Cassie sent me some pics that she took of josh at lunch today. i love my joshypoo. yeah. i'm special. Special enough to have this one boy who loves me so much..and shows it...and same here with him. It's just so good to have...A new type of relationship that i actually like. and i don't have to change myself one little tiny bit, because he likes me for who i am. not for who he tries to mold me into being.
I love you Joshua Alan Smith.
Yesterday i decided that i wasn't going to fast. i just can't do it. so, I'm just eating very little amounts of things, and healthy things at that. But i still love my junk food every now and then.
I just had a bowl of crispix. yummy. not really. it was just something to eat. and now i feel sick. I haven't been feeling good lately. for like...the past 3 weeks, any time right after i eat, i feel really sick. like i-want-to-puke-sick. i thought fasting might get whatever is in my system out of it. yeah. not happening. so mom told me to eat a bunch of healthy high-fiber food.
Cassie sent me some pics that she took of josh at lunch today. i love my joshypoo. yeah. i'm special. Special enough to have this one boy who loves me so much..and shows it...and same here with him. It's just so good to have...A new type of relationship that i actually like. and i don't have to change myself one little tiny bit, because he likes me for who i am. not for who he tries to mold me into being.
I love you Joshua Alan Smith.