I'll be your last regret.
So I really don't feel like updating, I'm not making this one pretty either. I'm in a really depressing mood. I miss who all of my friends used to be. Somehow everyone has changed. I really love my new friends, But sometimes the old ones bring back the best times I ever had. I miss Jon Pacio, He used to make me so happy, But I messed up too many times. I miss my real best friend, yes you Kali. I don't like feeling like I don't have any part of you in my life anymore, It's not right, People used to envy our friendship. Heather Tilley, Colby Gordon, Savannah Dimmock- I love you girls more than anyone could ever imagine, You are my life and who I go to no matter what. Kali you know that I will always love you, I just wish it was mutual. Melanie I love you so much, you are definitly one of the awesomest girls ever, I can not wait until Halloween with you baby doll. New York with my best friend Savannah was the best time I have had in a long time, best friends are forever. I climbed down cliffs and surfed rock bottom breaks just to surf some sick waves, It was so worth it. I'm glad to be home, I got to see Bryce which made me really happy. Today was awesome with my best friend Colby, We went to walmart and every store over there being crazy and hyper, You know the usual. Then we went to Young Life which was awesome as well. Hung out with awesome people after at Chik-fil-a. Tomorow I go take my permit test, Hopefully I'll pass, Then chill with Shawna and Savannah and Colby and then Christian Surfers. I'm going to go, I need to listen to my music. I'm so lost.
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