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Been a bit down lately. In part because of the SMP and stuff, but also in part because of other stuff.
Haven't really felt myself lately.
While I get to spend time with more people and keep meeting new people, I feel like stuff is slipping with those closest to me.
I've been really sad about the lack of time I've spent around one individual in particular, though that's in part due to our schedules I guess. I just don't want him to be upset about anything either, because I really worry about him.
As a break later this week, I'm thinking of redoing the whole LJ layout with a special theme, a personal favorite of mine who I actually feel a deep connection with (though I bet most people will just think it's a joke).
I wish it wasn't 5 in the morning. I want to go get a hug.
Later.
Haven't really felt myself lately.
While I get to spend time with more people and keep meeting new people, I feel like stuff is slipping with those closest to me.
I've been really sad about the lack of time I've spent around one individual in particular, though that's in part due to our schedules I guess. I just don't want him to be upset about anything either, because I really worry about him.
As a break later this week, I'm thinking of redoing the whole LJ layout with a special theme, a personal favorite of mine who I actually feel a deep connection with (though I bet most people will just think it's a joke).
I wish it wasn't 5 in the morning. I want to go get a hug.
Later.