Mar 03, 2004 04:23
someone please write a meaningful post on Friends VS Fiends.
P.S. my KL TravelBlog will be updated very soon, trying to remember what i did, in details, when i havent been sleeping properly. =)
came across a rather good profile write-up of someone in friendster.com:
I try to gain sympathy and still try to say that I've not done anything wrong. It will never make any sense. It just puts me in a worser spot than i already am, which would already be quite bad. I trip over my own toes. I create such a big deal about friends not calling me anymore suddenly. So i should call myself lah. Talk to my own voicemail lor. I am so atrociously unscrupulous that it is below the belt. Sending ppl to be a message pigeon, sending ppl to betray, and sending ppl to lie. How LOW is that?! I AM evil. VERY EVIL. And horrifyingly obsessed. And psychotic. Very conniving, coy, cunning. I'm basically a very perservering serpent. I scare wannabe princesses, not because of how powerful i think i am... or anything... But because I'm such a freak. Geez. I don't seem to know what reality is. I'm like stuck in my own Never Land. Good luck with the real world to me, the thing. Princess wannabe hopes i discover the horrors of reality. *WAKE UP!* And good riddance to me. And if i do get any form of mercy from some 'victims' of my crimes... they'll try perhaps to be at the least, delighted for me. That maybe, i'm are indeed deserving of one last chance to be normal and sane. So i'd better pray hard for plenty of mercy. Because my insanity is driving the ambuguious them insane. And like how I didn't want the proximity of a certain pair, the more I provoke, the closer the emotional proximity between them all will be and the further the distance I will be from them. I'm so self-involved. Can't wake up my big idea cos I have absolutely NONE. :P I am afraid of confrontation with the ones I know I can't defend myself against, aren't I? Because I know 'they' are not afraid of me - together as a group, and individually, I refuse to speak to 'them's because I know for one, people like princess wannabe will slam every word I have right down at me underneath my own feet. So now, here's the truth in my face - Literally - staring at my. I suck. I'm a freak. Stop freaking others out any further. Can I turn into someone normal? Why can't Il be just nice and genuine? All honest and real. Do I have to lie? Why do I have to be so cunning and manipulative (in such evil ways?)?? Hahahahhahahahahaha only heaven knows and in the over fertile and imaginative mind of certain individuals am i so interesting?