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Being in a relationship is totally driving me insane. I'm becoming this horrible jealous bitch that complains and is unhappy all the time. I fucking hate it. I feel like I'm at a plateau right now emotionally. I should be growing and becoming stronger but instead I'm fucking acting like a child and getting upset over stupid bullshit. What the fuck is going on inside my head?? I hate this. I think I'm driving myself crazy being with Adam. My priorities are all out of wack. FUCK RELATIONSHIPS. I totally like adam and everything but man...something's not right. This isn't healthy. shouldn't I be happy??