Take a deep breathe...walked right in
Mom picked me up from his house
I asked her if I could stop by Brian's house
She said, "Are you sure you can do this?"
I looked at her, thought for a minute, nodded and dropped my head
Parked outside of his drive way
Looked at his house, heart started pounding
"Mom please go in for me, I can't, Im sorry."
She said it was fine that she went.
As I saw her walk up there, I grabbed the car door handle took one deep breathe, and got out
Slowly walked up there, as Brian's step mom answered the door
I walked inside with my mom...
Looked down the stairs, wanting to see Brian's smiling face, so happy to see I stopped by...
I looked at his step mom, with a big smile on her face, with his binder in hand
She handed it to me, said have a good night
she doesn't care he is gone
I took one last deep breathe in, to let the smell of Brian fill my lungs
As his aroma covered my whole body, I began to feel my heart beat fast, my stomach tossing and turning
I ran out to the car
Sat in the back seat
Eyes wide open, my breathes were deep, didnt blink once as the cold tears ran down my burning cheeks
Mom dropped me off at home
I walked inside
Through my body onto my bed
Began to cry-hard-didnt know what to do
I covered myself with my blanket
Cried for awhile
Now Im typing
Eyes locked on his picture posted right by my screen
I love you Brian
I miss you Brian
R.I.P Brian :*(
BiyeBiye Everyone
P.s.
If one of you immature-fucked up pieces of shit people read this-and think once it would be funny to type something cruel-think twice-Im tired of it all...
And if you do type something mean-I know you didnt care about Brian
I asked her if I could stop by Brian's house
She said, "Are you sure you can do this?"
I looked at her, thought for a minute, nodded and dropped my head
Parked outside of his drive way
Looked at his house, heart started pounding
"Mom please go in for me, I can't, Im sorry."
She said it was fine that she went.
As I saw her walk up there, I grabbed the car door handle took one deep breathe, and got out
Slowly walked up there, as Brian's step mom answered the door
I walked inside with my mom...
Looked down the stairs, wanting to see Brian's smiling face, so happy to see I stopped by...
I looked at his step mom, with a big smile on her face, with his binder in hand
She handed it to me, said have a good night
she doesn't care he is gone
I took one last deep breathe in, to let the smell of Brian fill my lungs
As his aroma covered my whole body, I began to feel my heart beat fast, my stomach tossing and turning
I ran out to the car
Sat in the back seat
Eyes wide open, my breathes were deep, didnt blink once as the cold tears ran down my burning cheeks
Mom dropped me off at home
I walked inside
Through my body onto my bed
Began to cry-hard-didnt know what to do
I covered myself with my blanket
Cried for awhile
Now Im typing
Eyes locked on his picture posted right by my screen
I love you Brian
I miss you Brian
R.I.P Brian :*(
BiyeBiye Everyone
P.s.
If one of you immature-fucked up pieces of shit people read this-and think once it would be funny to type something cruel-think twice-Im tired of it all...
And if you do type something mean-I know you didnt care about Brian