THoughts
My heart is getting smaller-Im starting to not care about anyone-shouldnt be that way should it-not even caring about myself-I waiste way to much wondering if everyone else is ok WAY before I think about me-People dont see that in me though-I dont crave for attention-but others do-they dont run to a bathroom when they cry-they do it in front of everyone-I run-run away so no one knows how I feel-I smile when I feel like total shit-others show it most of the time-I have friends that care-and know where I stand-they are here for me-unlike others that just want someone there because they are afraid of being alone-afraid of what they will do to themselves if no one is there to watch over them-kill themselves-sometimes it would be so much easier that way-but i will no longer think of death-I have to much going for me-Im smart-Im beautiful-Im caring-Im loving-I have friends-Im a friend to others-AND I KNOW WHAT I WANT IN LIFE-unlike some dumbass's who dont even know what the fuck they are doing on this earth-and I wonder also what the hell they are doing here-*ahem* All they look for is love-and a companion-not me-not anymore-doesnt matter to me who will come along-I will have fun in life-im fucking 16 and should have fun-just like you but no all you want is some one there for you 24/7 and if they arent there-you cry-you get upset-because you have no friends to hang out if he isnt there-hmm-sounds like you were totally out of place to speak of me when im not like that-BUt I must go FRIENDS are coming over-We will be at a concert :-O hehe! BiyeBiye!
To you: Surround your self by beautiful smiles and cheerful laughs, thats what I did, maybe it will help your depression (or were you faking it all)
To you: Surround your self by beautiful smiles and cheerful laughs, thats what I did, maybe it will help your depression (or were you faking it all)