Hello everyone
I stood outside today-told him I was trying to feel the warm sun beat down onto my skin-I squeezed my eyes shut-and told him-all I felt was the cold wind run accross my body! It is because of you I love you I love to hate you! Your making my life worse. Your name left a bad taste in my mouth! Because you left me here with emotionless scars-and-a shattered heart! I hate you :) I hope you know this! Everyone else does!
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Spent the night with Melinda last night, I feel really terrible for what Dusty is doing to her! I wish he would stop, and realize how she is, REALLY! He doesnt see her pain, doesnt hear her screaming, doesnt see her bleed as she crys out for help! I was there for her, and I love this girl, and cant stand to see her in this much pain, bc of YOU! I told you to say sorry to her, you looked at me with this weird look. But then you did, you said sorry! You wouldnt of said it, unless I told you to! Thats bad! But we had fun besdies all that last night, did soe stuff :), called Weev from there, I love hearing his voice, so calm and soothing! Yay!
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Chris-he gets me so giddy-and I absolutely love it! I get butterflies before I see him, I get butterflies when I hug him! :) ahh He is so adorable too. We are suppose to go to a football game with my dad on Friday. to watch my step brother play football! :) then me and chris we are either going Ice skating, or to the Emerson to see-HASTE THE DAY! Yay! I have so much fun with him, we do different things then what others enjoy doing most of the time! BUT WE HAVE FUN DOING IT! And we smile together! hehe!
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We went to see Hopes Fall on Monday! Which was fun-we met Jessica and Jeremiah up there! Everyone there was either gay-or way into the fashion of punk. There was some goths there, not really understanding why though! They were OUTCASTS lol..kill them! mwhaha! We left after Hopes fall (juliana theory was coming on next) we didnt care to much for that! We sat in my drive way and had a deep conversation-about life..and our lives in general! His eyes began to bleed, it tore me up on the inside! I didnt know what to do'/say! He still isnt comfy diving me tisses yet! :( He giggles everytime-and gets this silly smile on his face that makes me get so mad-but so happy at the same time lol! I get mad bc I want to kiss him so bad but he wont stop giggling-but I am happy because he is giggling! :) If you dont understand ohwell! Ahh I like him so much...he is so awesome! hehe! Im prolly gonna see if he can come to my dadddy's surprise birthday party! It would be cute, and fun! I guess :-/ hehe!
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Well Im done babbling! Biye everyone
I like C.M.W :) YAY! Teehee
:-p
Biye!
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Spent the night with Melinda last night, I feel really terrible for what Dusty is doing to her! I wish he would stop, and realize how she is, REALLY! He doesnt see her pain, doesnt hear her screaming, doesnt see her bleed as she crys out for help! I was there for her, and I love this girl, and cant stand to see her in this much pain, bc of YOU! I told you to say sorry to her, you looked at me with this weird look. But then you did, you said sorry! You wouldnt of said it, unless I told you to! Thats bad! But we had fun besdies all that last night, did soe stuff :), called Weev from there, I love hearing his voice, so calm and soothing! Yay!
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Chris-he gets me so giddy-and I absolutely love it! I get butterflies before I see him, I get butterflies when I hug him! :) ahh He is so adorable too. We are suppose to go to a football game with my dad on Friday. to watch my step brother play football! :) then me and chris we are either going Ice skating, or to the Emerson to see-HASTE THE DAY! Yay! I have so much fun with him, we do different things then what others enjoy doing most of the time! BUT WE HAVE FUN DOING IT! And we smile together! hehe!
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We went to see Hopes Fall on Monday! Which was fun-we met Jessica and Jeremiah up there! Everyone there was either gay-or way into the fashion of punk. There was some goths there, not really understanding why though! They were OUTCASTS lol..kill them! mwhaha! We left after Hopes fall (juliana theory was coming on next) we didnt care to much for that! We sat in my drive way and had a deep conversation-about life..and our lives in general! His eyes began to bleed, it tore me up on the inside! I didnt know what to do'/say! He still isnt comfy diving me tisses yet! :( He giggles everytime-and gets this silly smile on his face that makes me get so mad-but so happy at the same time lol! I get mad bc I want to kiss him so bad but he wont stop giggling-but I am happy because he is giggling! :) If you dont understand ohwell! Ahh I like him so much...he is so awesome! hehe! Im prolly gonna see if he can come to my dadddy's surprise birthday party! It would be cute, and fun! I guess :-/ hehe!
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Well Im done babbling! Biye everyone
I like C.M.W :) YAY! Teehee
:-p
Biye!