Sep 02, 2005 23:34
Hey Everyone, Im about to go to sleep im just going to update. I miss Calvin you guys, I mean since I heard he is in the hospital, I was never the sane yesterday/today. Just thinking about it brings a tear to me. He is a really amazing guy and I love him. He is one of my best friends and I hope he will not hurt us again like he did, Because when my friends get hurt, I get hurt along with them and they are my world, I would die without the people I have today. I really love you guys so much! (Molly, Max, Calvin, B.J) I would die without you guys litterally and if something happens to you, I..Well there is no explanation. But now I hear he truly is ok and that brings a smile to my face...truely. I cannot wait to see him so I can give him a hug ans tell him how much we were worried and love him. Molly, Max, and B.J came over today to cheer me up because all of us got hit hard when we got the news we just all wanted to be together to make sure we all are ok. We hung out and listened to music in my car then went nature walking through the yard and whipping each other with sticks. I left a huge red mark on Max's ass, wow it was funny. Then we all got in to this suposedly called "cock fight" with sticks. Wow it was a field day. Then Molly and B.J went to take Max home since he is going up north tonight then came back and Molly ate Romen while then watched Monster In-law. It was a good movie while it lasted...and Molly knows what I mean. I HAVE A SECRET!!!! (I wont tell anyone Molly, dont worry!!) Now I am bored talking to my loved one Molly since my other loved one went to sleep. I made B.J a poem and his words couldent explain what he thought of it i knew he liked it. That is what I truely feel about him. Anyway im going to bed and hopefully tomarrow I wont be introuble for not helping around today. YIKES!
Later Love
XoXo
♥Iggie♥
FOR B.J
I will never shed a tear of sadness when I am with you, in your arms, surounded by your love and your smiles. I feel special, like a princess never to be harmed by her one true love. He is my only wish I had and it came true, like wishing on a star, or a wishing well, thinking hard for my wish, searching in the deepest corners of my mind. He is my only memory, my one true desire that will never disaper like an empty heart when it becomes broken. Like music to my ears, you whisper three meaningfull words that cracks the the glass that shatters to my feet and lets me fly free, fly free away with you.