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wow, long time no see... a lot has changed...
in january i met a guy named Sean, and since january 7th we've been dating....then i turned 17 on february 20th, and me and ashley kinda stopped talking, because we both found guys and i guess thats just how teenage girls do it....well...a lot has gone on, and i am really happy. things happen in my life that i dont want but there isnt a moment go by that i wish it wouldnt have happend. each experience is a new lesson taught to myself. Sean is so good to me. he means the world to me...he is just such an amazing guy that i love with all my heart. i have given him everythign that i have and he has done the same. we teach each other new things each day and we try to spend as much time together as possible. i never really get tired of seeing him, except for when i am tired, and i get aggrevated because all i really want to do is just fall asleep with him next to me wrapped in his arms, but i know that thats not true...it sucks, but i know one day we'll be able to wake up looking at each others eyes, and we'll smile because we have so much joy in our hearts, and we are to the extention of happiness. i know that my love for sean will continue for as long as God has planned it to be. he is the person God has called me to be with and i am so greatful that i have him, and that i didnt pass the chance for him to walk back through those glass doors..we live our lives according to our feelings, and God...and trust me, its not all "la di dah" or anything, we definitely let each other know our thoughts..."i tell him when he is being an arogant son of a bitch, and he tells me when im being a pain in the ass, which is about 99.9% of the time"-the notebook.
Sean just makes me smiling when i think of him, and he makes me laugh when im next to him. he is who i love and i am so greatful that i have in my life. i dont think i can say that enough.
now ashley, me and her havent really talked in a while, and it kills me to know that she is somewhere and i dont know if she is ok or not. i dont see her in school anymore and it makes me wonder if she will ever go back. lately she has been in the hospital and it has scared me because she has been really ill, and i get nervous about loosing a friend, because i have never lost anyone except my dad, and that was bad enough...ash, your in my prayers babe, and i love you so...
Waldo...i havent talked to you in forever, and im sorry we've both been really busy, and ever since i quit mcdonalds, we just never really run into each other in the halls anymore. im sorry for that. i hope you are having a good life, and i am here if you need to talk..
Michael....wow, i dont know why we all of a sudden stopped hanging out, except for the whole efferson thing...which didnt last but a week to 2 weeks....im sorry we never really got a long that well...but we're both happy now. i can tell your happy...and im happy with sean..he is my life and i wouldnt it any other way...you should meet sean, he is so awesome...he's my baby, and i love him... i hope you can understand that...
i love you ashely....gosh i do....im going to try to come and see you in the future a lot during the summer i know that, because sean will be working days, and i wont be working that much and we can hang a lot...im excited for that.....i hope to see you soon....FRIENDS!
to all of you
Your Friend
~Taylor*Lynn~
in january i met a guy named Sean, and since january 7th we've been dating....then i turned 17 on february 20th, and me and ashley kinda stopped talking, because we both found guys and i guess thats just how teenage girls do it....well...a lot has gone on, and i am really happy. things happen in my life that i dont want but there isnt a moment go by that i wish it wouldnt have happend. each experience is a new lesson taught to myself. Sean is so good to me. he means the world to me...he is just such an amazing guy that i love with all my heart. i have given him everythign that i have and he has done the same. we teach each other new things each day and we try to spend as much time together as possible. i never really get tired of seeing him, except for when i am tired, and i get aggrevated because all i really want to do is just fall asleep with him next to me wrapped in his arms, but i know that thats not true...it sucks, but i know one day we'll be able to wake up looking at each others eyes, and we'll smile because we have so much joy in our hearts, and we are to the extention of happiness. i know that my love for sean will continue for as long as God has planned it to be. he is the person God has called me to be with and i am so greatful that i have him, and that i didnt pass the chance for him to walk back through those glass doors..we live our lives according to our feelings, and God...and trust me, its not all "la di dah" or anything, we definitely let each other know our thoughts..."i tell him when he is being an arogant son of a bitch, and he tells me when im being a pain in the ass, which is about 99.9% of the time"-the notebook.
Sean just makes me smiling when i think of him, and he makes me laugh when im next to him. he is who i love and i am so greatful that i have in my life. i dont think i can say that enough.
now ashley, me and her havent really talked in a while, and it kills me to know that she is somewhere and i dont know if she is ok or not. i dont see her in school anymore and it makes me wonder if she will ever go back. lately she has been in the hospital and it has scared me because she has been really ill, and i get nervous about loosing a friend, because i have never lost anyone except my dad, and that was bad enough...ash, your in my prayers babe, and i love you so...
Waldo...i havent talked to you in forever, and im sorry we've both been really busy, and ever since i quit mcdonalds, we just never really run into each other in the halls anymore. im sorry for that. i hope you are having a good life, and i am here if you need to talk..
Michael....wow, i dont know why we all of a sudden stopped hanging out, except for the whole efferson thing...which didnt last but a week to 2 weeks....im sorry we never really got a long that well...but we're both happy now. i can tell your happy...and im happy with sean..he is my life and i wouldnt it any other way...you should meet sean, he is so awesome...he's my baby, and i love him... i hope you can understand that...
i love you ashely....gosh i do....im going to try to come and see you in the future a lot during the summer i know that, because sean will be working days, and i wont be working that much and we can hang a lot...im excited for that.....i hope to see you soon....FRIENDS!
to all of you
Your Friend
~Taylor*Lynn~