Jul 15, 2004 10:14
im tired, i cant sleep. well i shouldnt be alseep i know, but last night i was having trouble sleep ing too, i fell asleep reading the driving hand book, and joe came in and curled around me, i was falling asleep at that point, and having him there, made it easier, so i fell alseep, as soon as he got up i woke up, and started taking off my close, i fell alseep taking off my dress. i was pretty tired i guess.
i heard that song by hoobestank finally, ya its a good song, but really, why should any one else be your reason for anything, im selfish by nature, so pretty much my reasons are me... ya.
i defend gods grace tonight... could it be found... i lay me down tonight.
i hate you, for making me hurt, for making me belive, and you dont belive in me, i want my smashing pumpkins cd back. we were int he car yesterday, and joe turned on the radio, and tonight was on the radio, and i remember us listening to that, that was sad enough, then that damned song that reminds me and cherie of you came on, just enough of it played to make me want to cry, joe turned it off, and mistook my tearyness to be that i wanted to hear the damned song. he asked me if i was in to that song,... and i said "not at all".
not at all.
"its just the sun in my eyes"
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