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so... im freaking out basically. i just hate school and stuff in general. so today we had our first senior class meeting whatever, so we talked about stuff like college n fun stuff. so today i was regestering for the october sats, and it had a place to put where you want to send your scores to. so i asked my mom and shes like are you really really sure you want to go to parsons. do you want to go to scad or risd or somewhere else and im like yeah im sure im sure. so i like go to eat dinner and my mom tells me about the scad catalogue that came today so i liiked at it. it looks ok. i can do better fashion illustrations than some of the people in the catalogue but ok. but im freaked out. what if i dont get into parsons. im a horrible drawer i think. i decided to draw tonight. and it wasnt too good. my self portrait ended up looking like a transvestite. ok.