last night
was very fun.
i love people very much.
im kinda stuck in two different places right now. i know i should focus on school and devote my time to it if i want to get into stanford (the college i want to go to more than anything). but that would mean doing more clubs and sports, actually doing my homework, not hanging out with my friends as much, getting rid of things like myspace >_<, and probably quit drinking and smoking.
id basically be a lame, antisocial bitch.
bah.
i guess it comes down to the now and the later. but if i was miserable now, will it be worth it later?
but what if these years of "immaturity" bite me in the ass later?
fjal;sfhw3eI&^*%032
yep. exactly.
i love people very much.
im kinda stuck in two different places right now. i know i should focus on school and devote my time to it if i want to get into stanford (the college i want to go to more than anything). but that would mean doing more clubs and sports, actually doing my homework, not hanging out with my friends as much, getting rid of things like myspace >_<, and probably quit drinking and smoking.
id basically be a lame, antisocial bitch.
bah.
i guess it comes down to the now and the later. but if i was miserable now, will it be worth it later?
but what if these years of "immaturity" bite me in the ass later?
fjal;sfhw3eI&^*%032
yep. exactly.