update
man i haven't updated in a long while, so since im bored, i thought i might as well (not like anyone reads this anywas) so here goes......
just recently got hired at Borders, no not Borders the skate shop (yeah, i wish) but yes Borders the book store. so what if im a book word, reading expands you're imagination.... still working part time at the high school, yes i am money hungry....Me and Mario are a-ok..... going onto two and a half years......no we're not married yet if anyone of you guys are asking..... i'll keep you all posted on when the date is, don't worry...... lately i've been debating whether or not i should fall into the clique of getting a Myspace...... i know i know, i told myself and others that i would never get one....BUT.... i do know that it is a good way of keeping intouch with old friends, especially from high school by not keeping in touch, know what i mean...... buti'm still pondering if i should OFFICIALLY sigh up for one, any suggestions??? I just don't want to end up a trypical "asain/ myspace whore" But lately i've been feeling kinda blue haven't been keeping touch with the people i know i should..... man, why do we all have to grow up so fast and all have our seperate lives???
Although i dreaded my high school days, it was always nice to know that you'll always have you're friends to fall back on. But what happens when you finally leave high school and all the little clicks, and you're english class buddies aren't there anymore? maybe that's why i'm still sticking around working at good ol' ERHS so i cam hold onto those high school memories as i walk the campus doing my errands. Maybe that's the last aspect of it all, just wanting to hold on. I don't know what it will be like if i let go and find a life outside of ERHS. Man, when i actually sit down and think about it, i think that my number on fear is to forget the ones i've loved, learned from, lived by, and loathed by many (hehe). i'm most scared of that if i actually do move on, i'll forget what its like. Forget what its like to know that you'll always have that someone who'll only be one scrub tree away. Now as we grow older, since we're all holding onto tiny little treads that are keeping us pieced together, that sooner or later the threads will break and there will be nothing to piece us all back together..........
i guess a part of growing up is not just holding on but it is also letting go.......
just recently got hired at Borders, no not Borders the skate shop (yeah, i wish) but yes Borders the book store. so what if im a book word, reading expands you're imagination.... still working part time at the high school, yes i am money hungry....Me and Mario are a-ok..... going onto two and a half years......no we're not married yet if anyone of you guys are asking..... i'll keep you all posted on when the date is, don't worry...... lately i've been debating whether or not i should fall into the clique of getting a Myspace...... i know i know, i told myself and others that i would never get one....BUT.... i do know that it is a good way of keeping intouch with old friends, especially from high school by not keeping in touch, know what i mean...... buti'm still pondering if i should OFFICIALLY sigh up for one, any suggestions??? I just don't want to end up a trypical "asain/ myspace whore" But lately i've been feeling kinda blue haven't been keeping touch with the people i know i should..... man, why do we all have to grow up so fast and all have our seperate lives???
Although i dreaded my high school days, it was always nice to know that you'll always have you're friends to fall back on. But what happens when you finally leave high school and all the little clicks, and you're english class buddies aren't there anymore? maybe that's why i'm still sticking around working at good ol' ERHS so i cam hold onto those high school memories as i walk the campus doing my errands. Maybe that's the last aspect of it all, just wanting to hold on. I don't know what it will be like if i let go and find a life outside of ERHS. Man, when i actually sit down and think about it, i think that my number on fear is to forget the ones i've loved, learned from, lived by, and loathed by many (hehe). i'm most scared of that if i actually do move on, i'll forget what its like. Forget what its like to know that you'll always have that someone who'll only be one scrub tree away. Now as we grow older, since we're all holding onto tiny little treads that are keeping us pieced together, that sooner or later the threads will break and there will be nothing to piece us all back together..........
i guess a part of growing up is not just holding on but it is also letting go.......