Shh..There's a Lizard!
Pisces: You are moodier than usual now as you see things around you coming to an end. But this is more of an opportunity to decide what's next in your life than to grieve over what is slipping away. If unexpected events precipitate change, take this as a signal that these shifts may have been overdue.
Spent the day with Lil' Jarrod yesterday. I love that lil' boy so much! He's about the only thing in this world that makes me happy. His Mommy and my brother took him to see "Over the Hedge". They said it was a good movie. I thought it was funny when they said Heather was the name of the possum cause that's Jarrod's mom's name! After the movie, they came back to our house and had dinner with us. Lil' Jarrod and me played and watched his new Looney Tunes DVD. We went outside and tried to "catch" some lizards cause he wants one so bad. One finally came out so at least we got to see one. I don't know how many lizards live in those rocks behind the house! I love being with Lil' Jarrod cause it's just like I'm a lil' kid again, he makes me so happy. As I was with him today, I was just thinking there was no other place or person I'd rather be with than him. I LOVE YOU, Lil' Jarrod!!!!
I got my group pictures from Shoemaker yesterday. It made me so happy that the kids wanted me to be in their group pictures! Had to pay $24, but I guess it was worth it to have a memory of all my children. Still might get a yearbook though, another $20, but then I could remember all the teachers and other kids not in the 2nd grade. Was feeling pretty down this week, but when those kids started hugging me, it made me feel so much better. Those kids have a way to make you happy when you are sad and heartbroken! Skipped the picnics though cause I was so depressed, but at least I was there for the kids that didn't get to go on the picnic. We just played computer games and watched movies all day. I was so afraid one of the teachers would be mad at me for skipping the picnics, when I told her I would be there to help. So I managed to avoid her the rest of day cause I thought she would be mad. After school, I went to Food City and guess who I ran into, yep the teacher! She didn't get mad though, so that's good. Also skipped my Americorps meeting, but they didn't get mad either.
Only 6 more days of school left, I'm gonna be so lost without the children! Gonna try to work Summer School for awhile, so I won't have to go to Day Care. Anyone who knows me, knows how bad I don't wanna do that again! 302.75 DS and 6.75 TR hours left! The kids got to take their bean plants home the other day. Somehow one of the lil' boys broke his plant, so he brought it to me. There was some tape on the table and he asked me if I could tape it back together and make it all better for him! That was so cute! They had Technology Night last Monday. I had to set by myself for 2 hours before it started, but I went out to the truck and took a quick nap. They ordered hot dogs from Pals and had almost 2 boxes left over. They ended up giving me about 15 hot dogs! It's funny though, cause Mom and Bub ate them all before I got a chance to eat one! I ate with the teachers at the school though, hot dog, cookies, and chips! Yum!
Last Saturday we had a get together at my Aunt's house in Jonesville. They had really good food and everyone got to be together, which was the best thing of all. Felt kinda bad that I fell asleep, while they were talking though! Got to see my cousin's new baby boy and her other 2 kids. They were 2 of the best behaved kids at Day Care last summer. Aunt Ruth spent Thursday night with us, before she went back home. We had a great time, talking about everything from the past to cooking! We met her at Food City and Mom told me and her to go on home and they would be home soon. Aunt Ruth and me got home, but the storm door was locked! We had to wait outside for 2 hours til they came back! At least that gave me and her time to spend together and talk. When Mom got back, She had bought me a dozen roses for Graduation!!! They are so pretty and it really suprised me. I had never got a dozen roses before! Maybe someday I'll have a guy to get me flowers, haha, like that's ever gonna happen! I'll never forget all those flowers Whitey got for me though! He's about the sweetest guy I know, besides Lil' Jarrod! We got our satelite back on Friday. It had been out for probably a week. All the channels were out except for the shopping channels, Hallmark, Boomerang, and GAC. It was so hard to not see Spongebob for a week, but I made up for it by watching 4 hours of Friday night! Guess that's about it for my boring update! Take Care Everyone!
What Becomes of the Broken Hearted?
As I walk this land of broken dreams
I have visions of many things
But happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion
What becomes of the broken hearted
Who have love that's now departed
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Maybe
Fruits of love grow all around
But for me they come a-tumbling down
Every day heart aches grow a little stronger
I can't stand this pain much longer
I walk in shadows searching for light
Cold and alone no comfort in sight
Hoping and praying for someone who cares
Always movin' and going nowhere
What becomes of the broken hearted
Who have love that's now departed
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Help me please
I'm searching though I don't succeed
So much love and a growing need
All is lost there's no place for beginning
All that's left is an unhappy ending
Now what becomes of the broken hearted
Who have love that's now departed
I know I've got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
I'll be searching everywhere
Just to find someone to care
I'll be looking every day
I know I'm gonna find a way
Nothing's gonna stop me now
I'll find a way somehow
What becomes of the broken hearted?...