not the best night ever
so..i went to dance uhh ballet was boring and then i had compition dances so we did them all i felt liek i did oakyin wild west and i was thinking the whole time uhh i do not want to do my solo so then i ran it like twice in the other room with kim adn then ari comes in adn says carly u have to do it so i did it horbile i went in the other room and i was soo sad cause every1 was jsut staring and ari made me felt like shit i dont no what it is but every time i go to that studio i jsut hate it i mean i love dancing and stuff but i dont no what it is made its the people maybe im just not sure and i cantquite dance but next year im not going there me kely and teddi decided but im really excited for this year to end and i really need to work on my solo but shall doesnt answer and i only have liek 1 min adn 25 sec which i need like 2 min and like 30 sec which im not close and i really suck at my solo i dont no what it is maybe its jsut i dont like it im not sure i jsut hate the way i feel wehn i walk into the studio but anyways i gtg cause i dont like talking about this but post a comment!