I gazed into the dark..
I was merely frozen..
I tried to apologize..
if you could only see the tears from my eyes..
I tried to make light..
but we've lost sight..
..my darling, I beg for forgiveness..
a plea of pure deliverance..
I miss your late night trance..
this forbidden romance..
I hold hope in the ascending tears..
deep prejudice, I know you feel..
your fears.. have become real..
this projection of innocence..
it shall never be replenished..
just please.. don’t say its finished..
here is my heart..
take thy dagger and slay..
I tried to apologize..
lust was in disguise..
I tried to make light..
but it’s a never ending fight..
..my darling, I beg for forgiveness..
no lies.. no lies..
I am everything I despise..
fuck..