i guess this is goodbye
b4 reading this plz note i'm in a bad mood so don't take ANYTHING personal bc i'm gonna come off the wrong way.
"goodbye friends i guess this is where the road ends."
wuldn't u noe that the one person who reely disliked and never wanted to go to paxon wuld get in there rite? ahh wut luck i have these days.
But on the brighter side... wait there is no brighter side. And sorry for the crappy mood but everyone who says hey look at it this way and then trying to be postive ( even tho ur going to stanton and wuldn't even be able to relate to this) please pretend one moment ur the one going to paxon. now repeat everything that u've been telling me and pretend i'm going to stanton and i'm telling u this. Sounds like a load of bull $h!t now doesn't it?
yea this is taking the whole highskool thing to an extreme i noe. but who noes? i mean name 7 ppl that i noe and are fairly good friends with who are going to paxon. Bet u can't. let's see this will be my 5th year having to adjust to a new set of friends. bc i moved at the end of 4th beginning of 5th made new friends. then the whole elementry to middle skool friend change. then the whole 7th grade dilema. now new ppl in 8th grade. but soon Paxon. yea i counted 5 times.
and if it makes any of yall feel better i'm going to miss each and every one of u that makes it to stanton. and it's not just that 99.9 percent of my friends are in stanton but when i went there i thought "this is the skool for me. i'm going to love it here." too bad. put it this way. when i first came to this skool ja'keva and ashley p. told me that jwj was going to be great and then to go to stanton. so being the overacheiving lil person i was i made a whole plan starting with middle skool at jwj and then highskool at stanton and yes i admit it! i was going to end up going to university of fla even tho i'm suposed to be a bulldawg fan (now the ppl in ga are going to beat me up!)but i guess it's all been altared. so what can u say to that????
but don't worry i haven't given up on stanton. and unless i meet like the person i'm going to marry then i'll be trying for stanton in 10th grade so remember me as swartzenager..." i'll be back!!!"
oh and kelly w. if u even try to go to paxon b/c u don't want to go to stanton i will personally kick ur butt!!!! unless u want to reely go and in that case u culd always trade with me! lol. jk bc ur not going to paxon even if i have to drive u to stanton everyday and handcuff u to lindsay b4 i drive all the way back to paxon. blah! if i go to paxon. maybe the ppl were wrong. who noes? oh well at least i have a chance for making varsity as a freshman (wut a slim chance it is.)
on a different note: i have gotten my inward dive down! woo hoo! but in the process i landed flat on the left side of my face. but trust me it didn't hurt as much as it does knowing i'm not going to stanton. and this is the last thing for today that i have to say about the dilema...
sportzigurl08: negative side. all my friends are going to stanton, i wanted to go to stanton but i'm not, i feel misplaced at paxon, i don't like the whole climax of the skool, i'm going to be at the skool i REALLY didn't want to go to, i have to put up with watching other idiots who didn't even get invited to stanton ib get in, i have to put up with the fact that outta alll my friends i'm 1 of 2 going to paxon and the chances of me seeing them are minimal. i have to realize that the way of life i thought i had has been thrown into a tulmut and is scattered madly over the place, tho the one thing in my life that i thought i had control of and was looking foward to has completely shattered leaving me with nuthin or not enuff and i'm suposed to look at the bright side?!
sportzigurl08: show me where it is
sportzigurl08: bc usually u can see the bright light but i'm drowning in the darkness
sportzigurl08: goodbye jwj, goodbye stanton, goodbye friends, good bye life, goodbye friends, goodbye friends, goodbye friends, goodbye friends
sportzigurl08: hello paxon, hello hell
sportzigurl08: goodbye world....
so what do u say to that???????
"goodbye friends i guess this is where the road ends."
wuldn't u noe that the one person who reely disliked and never wanted to go to paxon wuld get in there rite? ahh wut luck i have these days.
But on the brighter side... wait there is no brighter side. And sorry for the crappy mood but everyone who says hey look at it this way and then trying to be postive ( even tho ur going to stanton and wuldn't even be able to relate to this) please pretend one moment ur the one going to paxon. now repeat everything that u've been telling me and pretend i'm going to stanton and i'm telling u this. Sounds like a load of bull $h!t now doesn't it?
yea this is taking the whole highskool thing to an extreme i noe. but who noes? i mean name 7 ppl that i noe and are fairly good friends with who are going to paxon. Bet u can't. let's see this will be my 5th year having to adjust to a new set of friends. bc i moved at the end of 4th beginning of 5th made new friends. then the whole elementry to middle skool friend change. then the whole 7th grade dilema. now new ppl in 8th grade. but soon Paxon. yea i counted 5 times.
and if it makes any of yall feel better i'm going to miss each and every one of u that makes it to stanton. and it's not just that 99.9 percent of my friends are in stanton but when i went there i thought "this is the skool for me. i'm going to love it here." too bad. put it this way. when i first came to this skool ja'keva and ashley p. told me that jwj was going to be great and then to go to stanton. so being the overacheiving lil person i was i made a whole plan starting with middle skool at jwj and then highskool at stanton and yes i admit it! i was going to end up going to university of fla even tho i'm suposed to be a bulldawg fan (now the ppl in ga are going to beat me up!)but i guess it's all been altared. so what can u say to that????
but don't worry i haven't given up on stanton. and unless i meet like the person i'm going to marry then i'll be trying for stanton in 10th grade so remember me as swartzenager..." i'll be back!!!"
oh and kelly w. if u even try to go to paxon b/c u don't want to go to stanton i will personally kick ur butt!!!! unless u want to reely go and in that case u culd always trade with me! lol. jk bc ur not going to paxon even if i have to drive u to stanton everyday and handcuff u to lindsay b4 i drive all the way back to paxon. blah! if i go to paxon. maybe the ppl were wrong. who noes? oh well at least i have a chance for making varsity as a freshman (wut a slim chance it is.)
on a different note: i have gotten my inward dive down! woo hoo! but in the process i landed flat on the left side of my face. but trust me it didn't hurt as much as it does knowing i'm not going to stanton. and this is the last thing for today that i have to say about the dilema...
sportzigurl08: negative side. all my friends are going to stanton, i wanted to go to stanton but i'm not, i feel misplaced at paxon, i don't like the whole climax of the skool, i'm going to be at the skool i REALLY didn't want to go to, i have to put up with watching other idiots who didn't even get invited to stanton ib get in, i have to put up with the fact that outta alll my friends i'm 1 of 2 going to paxon and the chances of me seeing them are minimal. i have to realize that the way of life i thought i had has been thrown into a tulmut and is scattered madly over the place, tho the one thing in my life that i thought i had control of and was looking foward to has completely shattered leaving me with nuthin or not enuff and i'm suposed to look at the bright side?!
sportzigurl08: show me where it is
sportzigurl08: bc usually u can see the bright light but i'm drowning in the darkness
sportzigurl08: goodbye jwj, goodbye stanton, goodbye friends, good bye life, goodbye friends, goodbye friends, goodbye friends, goodbye friends
sportzigurl08: hello paxon, hello hell
sportzigurl08: goodbye world....
so what do u say to that???????