SHOOT ME... NOW.
i am stuck in flagstaff. i HATE it with a passion. like no jokes, it is so incredibly boring. a few other xavier kids are up here. i dont know where though. and also my love victoria is with her bf so i cant intrude that. and im also SO tired. i hate life.
this place always makes me in a bad mood. like i swear all week i have so much to do, and now that i have time to do it, i have nothing to do. the thing about this place is its like being at home, except calls are long distance, service sucks, your not in your real room/bathroom, and theres no where to go and no one to go with. i generally invite friends but i dont want to drag them down into this terror with me.
last night i went out with my hot hoe christina and my DEFINITE lesbian adrienne. it was hott. i loved it. along with jeffrey my love, kevin, jp, and bryce. we never do anything, but its always fun. except last night was kinda not as much. cause i was in a bad mood and stupid stuff happened -my girls that were there, thanks for trying to cheer me up, i know you know why im upset- but either way, at least i got to go out before i got stuck up here. hopefully ill be back in time to do something monday..
christina. i think everything with everything is just improving and moving along SO good.. we have to keep hitting the next step up.. we have less and less time.. i am so glad that your int his with me or i'd NEVER make it this far. when one of us doesnt have courage to do something, the other one will. and thats what i love about us. we really are each others bitches cause ialways take your advice right away above everyone else.
shaya, i had a delightful time at your home. it was beautiful. beautiful music, BEAUTIFUL dancing, beautiful humping, beatuiful food and lemonade, beautiful breasts-for-the-day haha, we need to do that more often after summer school with xtina yes?
this is crazy long, and they are all gonna be this weekend im sure, im sure ill write a lot cause i HATE it up here. but i love you all, comment please for my sanity to keep up in herre.
xo,
colleen
quotes for today-
"for what its worth, it was worth all the while.."
"You're all I ever wanted, you're all I ever needed, so tell me what to do now cause I want you back. It's hard to say I'm sorry, it's hard to make the things I did undone. A lesson I've learned too well, for sure, so don't hang up the phone now I'm trying to figure out just what to do, I'm going crazy without you.You're all I ever wanted You're all I ever needed, so tell me what to do now when I want you back"