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Not too much has been going lately.
I NEVER see my parents anymore. ...it's really weird. I wake up and they're gone, spend the day doing whatever, and then I get home at night and they're already in bed. They've been working so hard on these dumb houses that they keep renting out to people. I feel really bad for them because it's my mom's summer off and she's ALWAYS at the houses working on them--cutting the grass, painting random parts of the house, calling people to set up things to be done, taking care of other random crap--it's just a lot of work to do. My dad has worked three weeks straight so far with ZERO days off, and then as soon as he's done with work, he goes over to the houses with my mom and helps her out for a few hours. ...I just feel bad for them.
Kara left for Texas on Thursday. I was really super upset when it was time to say goodbye. But we had a lot of fun this summer and I'm glad. That makes me happy. It just really sucks that she's leaving because my parents FINALLY gave me freedom to do pretty much what I want... and that includes hanging out with her. But now she's gone, so I don't even get to see her. But it's okay cuz I get to talk to her! :)
I HATE saying goodbye people. It's definately one of my least favorite things to do. And I have to do it again next saturday when Katie leaves for CMU. At least CMU is only a few hours away. Kara is DAYS in a car away.
I'm not in any way excited for school. I'm not even nervous. I get nervous for the littlest things. Stupid stuff like if I'm leaving for work at the right time; I honestly get nervous about that! I should be nervous for going to a different school. But I'm not. AT ALL. And I really really really don't like that. I'm not even looking forward to taking a bunch of classes that I actually like. And I'm a nerd, so I SHOULD be looking forward to that, but I'm just not.
I found out some stuff about my brother last night when I was driving him to Caroline's house so he could spend the night over there. Yeah... my parents let him spend the night at some girl's house. He's 16! I'm 18 and there's NO WAY that they would ever let me spend the night over some guy's house. They don't even feel comfortable with Mat, who likes GUYS, spends the night over Katie's house and I'm spending the night over there with them. But anyway, he decided to confess the things that he does. And I was so... shocked that he would do that. It even involves my 30 year old sister. MY SISTER! she's an ADULT. she should NOT be involved with the things that my brother does. I wish that he wouldn't have told me that because now I'm going to be super paranoid about it and I'm going to worry about everything until I KNOW it doesn't happen anymore.
...But I don't know what to do. Tell my parents? Talk to my sister? He has WAY too much crap on me for me to just go tell my parents. I told Katie about it and she made me feel guilty if I end up not saying anything and something happens to him. I would DIE if anything happened to my little brother. He's my little brother and I don't want to see him end up going down the wrong road. As strict as my parents were with me, they definately are NOT that way with him. They're really dumb. It's so incredibily easy to get away with things it's not even that fun doing something that I'm not supposed to. That's kind of sad, but it's true! haha... I'm such a rebel; I know ;) ahh hah! JUST KIDDING!
I hope he's okay... :(
And I really miss Kara.
I went to Target today and spent $25 on MORE school supplies, stuff in the dollar section, more purple nail polish and stuff for other people. That little splurge was because no one was there to pull me away and stop me. I JUST spend a lottt at Target like... a week ago on a TONNNNN of school supplies, and I do not need anymore. I almost bought two planners because I couldn't pick one over the other. So I did what anyone would do... I called my mom and texted Kara. They both said that I should get the same one so I got it. I bought three more purple folder things for .96 cents because they were so cute! I already have like twenty folders. ahh my new rule is that I can't go into target alone.
okay I'm done rambling now :)
I NEVER see my parents anymore. ...it's really weird. I wake up and they're gone, spend the day doing whatever, and then I get home at night and they're already in bed. They've been working so hard on these dumb houses that they keep renting out to people. I feel really bad for them because it's my mom's summer off and she's ALWAYS at the houses working on them--cutting the grass, painting random parts of the house, calling people to set up things to be done, taking care of other random crap--it's just a lot of work to do. My dad has worked three weeks straight so far with ZERO days off, and then as soon as he's done with work, he goes over to the houses with my mom and helps her out for a few hours. ...I just feel bad for them.
Kara left for Texas on Thursday. I was really super upset when it was time to say goodbye. But we had a lot of fun this summer and I'm glad. That makes me happy. It just really sucks that she's leaving because my parents FINALLY gave me freedom to do pretty much what I want... and that includes hanging out with her. But now she's gone, so I don't even get to see her. But it's okay cuz I get to talk to her! :)
I HATE saying goodbye people. It's definately one of my least favorite things to do. And I have to do it again next saturday when Katie leaves for CMU. At least CMU is only a few hours away. Kara is DAYS in a car away.
I'm not in any way excited for school. I'm not even nervous. I get nervous for the littlest things. Stupid stuff like if I'm leaving for work at the right time; I honestly get nervous about that! I should be nervous for going to a different school. But I'm not. AT ALL. And I really really really don't like that. I'm not even looking forward to taking a bunch of classes that I actually like. And I'm a nerd, so I SHOULD be looking forward to that, but I'm just not.
I found out some stuff about my brother last night when I was driving him to Caroline's house so he could spend the night over there. Yeah... my parents let him spend the night at some girl's house. He's 16! I'm 18 and there's NO WAY that they would ever let me spend the night over some guy's house. They don't even feel comfortable with Mat, who likes GUYS, spends the night over Katie's house and I'm spending the night over there with them. But anyway, he decided to confess the things that he does. And I was so... shocked that he would do that. It even involves my 30 year old sister. MY SISTER! she's an ADULT. she should NOT be involved with the things that my brother does. I wish that he wouldn't have told me that because now I'm going to be super paranoid about it and I'm going to worry about everything until I KNOW it doesn't happen anymore.
...But I don't know what to do. Tell my parents? Talk to my sister? He has WAY too much crap on me for me to just go tell my parents. I told Katie about it and she made me feel guilty if I end up not saying anything and something happens to him. I would DIE if anything happened to my little brother. He's my little brother and I don't want to see him end up going down the wrong road. As strict as my parents were with me, they definately are NOT that way with him. They're really dumb. It's so incredibily easy to get away with things it's not even that fun doing something that I'm not supposed to. That's kind of sad, but it's true! haha... I'm such a rebel; I know ;) ahh hah! JUST KIDDING!
I hope he's okay... :(
And I really miss Kara.
I went to Target today and spent $25 on MORE school supplies, stuff in the dollar section, more purple nail polish and stuff for other people. That little splurge was because no one was there to pull me away and stop me. I JUST spend a lottt at Target like... a week ago on a TONNNNN of school supplies, and I do not need anymore. I almost bought two planners because I couldn't pick one over the other. So I did what anyone would do... I called my mom and texted Kara. They both said that I should get the same one so I got it. I bought three more purple folder things for .96 cents because they were so cute! I already have like twenty folders. ahh my new rule is that I can't go into target alone.
okay I'm done rambling now :)