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I hate the name of this dumb thing...
but anyway, I got an email about stupid XANGA.
does anyone remember poor xanga? well, I went back and read like three of my entries and after the third one, I just couldn't read anymore of them. SERIOUSLY. I said the words "w00t," "tehehe," "lol," and "drama" wayy too many times. Gosh--how did anyone ever talk to me? NO JOKE! ... I got annoyed at myself. haaa...
anyway.
Speaking of DRAMA. haha just kidding. :)
I REALLLY need a date for prom. I'm not even kidding; it's stressing me out! I'm for real worried... :(
I cried today before school started because katie made a joke about me going to Madonna and taking kinda sorta blow off classes this year and not hard ones like AP English or Zoology. Katie said: Well, some of us actually want to get into a GOOD college. AND IT ACTUALLY MADE ME CRY! ... I never cry. Well, I do--just not in front of people! I just can't do it. ...it's weird. But katie was just kidding, but for some reason I started crying anyway.
I want to go away for school; I really do. But I'd miss alex and majjj SOO much if I left for school. And even my parents. As much as they bug me, we usually get along pretty well. I guess it's my fault for not doing better my first two years of high school, but I tried at least. Most people who do badly don't try, but I at least tried. I just couldn't remember ANYTHING or do well on anything that I did.
ahh oh well. I'm lucky to get to go to a good school, with a wonderful nursing program that'll hopefully make me the best nursie EVER! :D
but anyway, I got an email about stupid XANGA.
does anyone remember poor xanga? well, I went back and read like three of my entries and after the third one, I just couldn't read anymore of them. SERIOUSLY. I said the words "w00t," "tehehe," "lol," and "drama" wayy too many times. Gosh--how did anyone ever talk to me? NO JOKE! ... I got annoyed at myself. haaa...
anyway.
Speaking of DRAMA. haha just kidding. :)
I REALLLY need a date for prom. I'm not even kidding; it's stressing me out! I'm for real worried... :(
I cried today before school started because katie made a joke about me going to Madonna and taking kinda sorta blow off classes this year and not hard ones like AP English or Zoology. Katie said: Well, some of us actually want to get into a GOOD college. AND IT ACTUALLY MADE ME CRY! ... I never cry. Well, I do--just not in front of people! I just can't do it. ...it's weird. But katie was just kidding, but for some reason I started crying anyway.
I want to go away for school; I really do. But I'd miss alex and majjj SOO much if I left for school. And even my parents. As much as they bug me, we usually get along pretty well. I guess it's my fault for not doing better my first two years of high school, but I tried at least. Most people who do badly don't try, but I at least tried. I just couldn't remember ANYTHING or do well on anything that I did.
ahh oh well. I'm lucky to get to go to a good school, with a wonderful nursing program that'll hopefully make me the best nursie EVER! :D