Still Depress

[ibatboi]

My god set my death day tonight.
press the knife all the way through.
contaminate me with instant kill poison.
shoot me in the head million of times.
fill me up with all the drugs in the world.
make the people hate me to death.
crash me into a multiple cars.
let the killer cut me to pieces.
nature get mad and destroy me.
starving animals eat me for dinner.
nightmare come into reality.
wounds please don't heal.
drown me under water.
blood drip till dry.

i cannot heal.
too much pain to feel.
all i done
is build a lie.
this empty hole
won't let me go.

happiness wasn't meant for me.
peace of mind can't never be.
this is no self pity poem.
or the shit i pretend to be.
just the truth of the lies I created.

i could never be free.
these chains are inside of me.

after all i've done to escape
to pretend what i'll never be.
all i became was a pure fake.
and i will always be.

still depress.