Aug 05, 2003 22:52
Damn damn! i'm too fucken sensitive. for reals! I just don't know. theres times when I feel like pushing everything away and keep it there, which i can 'cause some of those things hurt sometimes. errRRR! I'm selfish and 'i am the only one who hurts himself' for reals.
i'm so shy, i don't know what to say.
my mind is blank but still filled with millions of thoughts.
i find the perfect words to fix things, but the words won't come out.
i come up with amazing stuff but forget as soon as i try to remember it.
i can't think right so i do things in selfish way sometimes.
I love you for making me feel so fucken good and i hate myself and you for letting these stupid painful emotions get to me.
gonna call somebody to make me forget this. bye.