I'm Gonna Stop Fighting IT
Yes... I am. half ways that is. I'm way too fucken paranoid about the whole relationship thing. But yeah.. i feel more mellow out now. Joshua is a good guy (i think i said that about all the others too) I just don't wanna get screwed over AGAIN. But dude!! This one is different, 'cause i known him a year now, all the others were like hi lets be b/fs! right? right. I feel hell better. dad is being a bitch, i must go. fuck yourself dad.