TMI
So happy with life, so unhappy with how I look.
I'm really wanting to lose the baby weight. I'm still about 15 pounds over what I should be, and it's super-depressing. I am too busy with work and school to work out, plus my boobs are huge and uncomfortable to run with, and I am stress-eating. LIKE TERRIBLY. I just eat wherever I am, and because I'm so busy I'm not gaining weight but I sure as hell am not losing any.
I just want to pause. Like, add two extra months where I don't have to worry about money and school and work and health insurance/benefits and just take time to enjoy my baby and Bond and drop weight naturally and eat healthily. That's the other thing, I'm eating what I call heart-attack foods, fried, sweet, carbohydrates. It's ridiculous. And I think the more unhealthily you eat, the more you crave unhealthy foods.
And I don't even want to know how bad it is for Sebastian. I just don't have the time to shop/prepare healthy foods. PLEASE SEND NUTRITIONAL TRAINER GOD
I think for Lent I'm going to try to give up pastries and chocolate and maybe fried foods too. HAH! That's like half my diet.
On the plus side, my raging hormones are going away and my skin is clearing up while still retaining "the glow." Downside, hair is still falling out BUT it is strong and healthy?
I think I'm also going to try and not be so negative/neurotic for Lent.
One day I will be the person I want to be and not the one I allow myself to be.
This is just the typical LJ POST: whiny, emo, retarded
BLAAAAAAAAAAH
I'm really wanting to lose the baby weight. I'm still about 15 pounds over what I should be, and it's super-depressing. I am too busy with work and school to work out, plus my boobs are huge and uncomfortable to run with, and I am stress-eating. LIKE TERRIBLY. I just eat wherever I am, and because I'm so busy I'm not gaining weight but I sure as hell am not losing any.
I just want to pause. Like, add two extra months where I don't have to worry about money and school and work and health insurance/benefits and just take time to enjoy my baby and Bond and drop weight naturally and eat healthily. That's the other thing, I'm eating what I call heart-attack foods, fried, sweet, carbohydrates. It's ridiculous. And I think the more unhealthily you eat, the more you crave unhealthy foods.
And I don't even want to know how bad it is for Sebastian. I just don't have the time to shop/prepare healthy foods. PLEASE SEND NUTRITIONAL TRAINER GOD
I think for Lent I'm going to try to give up pastries and chocolate and maybe fried foods too. HAH! That's like half my diet.
On the plus side, my raging hormones are going away and my skin is clearing up while still retaining "the glow." Downside, hair is still falling out BUT it is strong and healthy?
I think I'm also going to try and not be so negative/neurotic for Lent.
One day I will be the person I want to be and not the one I allow myself to be.
This is just the typical LJ POST: whiny, emo, retarded
BLAAAAAAAAAAH