Sep 14, 2005 21:37
So I dropped out of Physics for next semester. It's not that I can't learn everything...I just don't have time to and its dropping my grades in my other classes. I just don't know how to make it through this semester with applications and such on top of everything.
I had a weird but happy moment tonight. At the end of youth the speaker told us to shake hands with just one person we didn't know and then we could be dismissed. I was just planning on leaving cause there was no one around me to shake hands with. And then this one guy, who I've seen there before, came over and shook my hand, introduced himself, looked at me and in a genuinely sweet tone said, "I like your eyes. You're very beautiful." The crazy thing is that when he said it, I just knew that he wasn't being fake, he had no other motives than just giving me a true-hearted compliment. And I thought to myself, Self, "why have you been wasting time and heartache on guys who aren't like this guy. when there are genuine, fun, mature guys right in front on me who aren;t afraid to worship God and who are confident in their faith and in themselves and who aren't going to pick on you for what you believe in....why would i settle for something less than that?" I honestly don't know the answer to that question. Why am I settling for something less than that? What is the point of spending time with someone who disrespects the person that you are? Perche? Perche?
All'improviso amore...come il mare
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