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hey this is my actual post but dont forget to read and post on the previous one because you punks havent been posting lately. Anywho, this just goes to show you hat i am not going to neglect my LJ just because of our new community. I dont really know what to include in my entry however. Possibly the most important thing i have to say is that I'm kind of getting tired of Alezka, oh i'm sorry i meant to say Flower Girl, or whatever we call her now,. Yeah so im getting tired of her because she's so stupid and stuck up. This is just like last time. THis time however ive come to a conclusion: things between wont ever work out unless she changes her attitude. Because i dont like the way she acts right now. I mean aside from the fact that she treats me like crap. Like even if she was nice to me and the whole deal i wouldnt like her attitude because she thinks too highly of herself. I think i'm getting over her but i might just be saying that because of the fact that im mad at her. I dont want to make anything official because i dont want to have to take it back later but i think i like somebody else. Like when i see Flower Girl i still get butterflies and your mushy corny crap but i think im starting to like someone else. And i dont even know her that good. Actually i dont even know her name. She goes to HHS and i think shes a freshman or a soph (not gifted). I met her in church though. She's started going recently with my mom's friend which is her neighbor and its cool cause she actually wants to go and not getting dragged along. She's not as pretty as Alezka but I DO like her attitude. Like i said i dunno her that good but from what i've heard shes a really cool girl and i'd at least like to be friends with her. THe problem is i ma have come off as a jerk. Because the lady that takes her to church called me over on thursday night to introduce me but i was totally distracted cause Carlos and Michelle were calling me over and Alfredo was already on his way to telling MY joke to them so she said "look she goes to your school have u seen her b4?" and i was like "yeah hi how are you yeah ive seen her gotta go" and i didnt even say hi my name is manny or ask her for hers and then my mom told me to please introduce her to some of my friends on friday night so she wont feel left out and i was like ok no prob so on friday she came with her friend and the lady and they sat on the other side so then Johnny called everyone up front and he was like "ok guys listen up you can say hi later" to some girls and then i ended up next to the girl and her friend and the lady said hi to me and introduced me 2 her friend and i said hi cuz i didnt want to be rude again and i looked up and johnny was looking at me like what did i just say so i couldnt say hi to the girl close up so i kind of like just waved a little so i dunno....i couldnt introduce her to any friends because i was in a meeting with Johnny when they left...so i dunno what do u guys think? would you have gotten mad? or thought i was a jerk? im thinking of looking for her at school and talking to her so she can see im not a butthole. Anywho, yesterday ws the last saturday night service so Michelles group was bumped up to Sunday morning and JM's went bye-bye so now i only play in one service with Michelles band. Unless JM or Johnny invite me 2 play for their group, which i doubt they will. Has anyone found any good pics of FLor from our novela? post them on the community cuz i dunno how to do that.