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Man, m so down right now, first time this year....well kinda. If you haven't heard yet, my bf and i broke up. I think those old chain letters i have never sent are getting revenge. Ah well, i kinda got over the break up, not a very big thing...i still get jealous though but that is the way I am. Anyway that is only a small percent of why I am feeling down. I am really tired. I was taking a nap, because that is what you do when you get only 3 hours of sleep. When I woke up to take my oral exam (on the phone) it took me a while cause i was sleeping. When I was done, my mom yelled at me cause it took me long to answer the phone and im like wtf? (still half asleep) Then she randomly goes off about how I dont do anything and that I am lazy and dont work. Im like, again, WTF? I am like, what do you think I have been doing all this time I am alive???? For the past week it has been non-stop hw and I hardly see anyone in my house let alone the outside world. I had to pay my sister money to babysit my lil bro so I can do hw. So yea i owe her $20. XP I am also goin to be doing all types of clubs and shit, and do I eat lunch? no I dont...I am either doing hw or sleeping or getting service hours. Man I need to get away from my house and go somewhere else....and do hw. I might crash at my cuz's house or like jack the car and go to Starbucks, buy a frap and sit to do hw...or maybe I'll go to B&N...hmmm....or maybe i'll just seclude myself from everyone...well not my friends, but just from my parents. I dont think they want to see me, they just want me to do work. I am already cramming all the time I have to do hw. And it is not like I am copying off of anyone, I do all my hw myself, for now though..he he...I thought I might rest this weekend, but I guess not...*sigh* next time you see me i'll probably be a zombie O_O blaar...
wait what am i doing here? I should b doing hw...
wait what am i doing here? I should b doing hw...