An Update, Wowzers!
Well it seems I havent updated her for a while, but my Inter-web-net-dot-com Mother (aka Sophie) has bugged me to update, she must get kicks out of my exciting fun filled life... Mmmm, nope that cant be it, and theres no naked pictures of me here, so I just dont get it, shes weird!
In true wannabe cam girl style I have decided to delete a few of the old posts, even I got bored of reading my own pointless and random drivel, so I'm gonna have a new approach on things, comedy AND seriousness (is that even a word, if so is it even spelt right?)
Right, I've been mega busy lately, with Kung Fu mostly as its my Grading tomorrow! I've been going to bed around 1 or 2 every night and getting up between 8 and 9 every morning and sometimes I really just dont know how I do it, I've be so close to fainting over the last month or so. Hopefully after tomorrow I can slow things down a little.
As for my love life is pretty much at a hault at the moment, with me being tied up with Kung Fu, Football every week and a hetic social life. However, something really weird has happened, let me explain...
At the moment I'm not really looking for a realtionship as I'm just happy with being myself and doing my own thing all the time, I find I cant be in a realtionship half heartedly, it has to be all or nothing. I havent really had what you'd call a "serious" relationship for a while now I think its down to me being so fussy, I really do like my girls to be absolutely perfect. I dont mean I want all my women to be Swedish 6 foot blonde bombshells but no matter what girl I see or start getting to know I always pick up on silly little inperfections (which end up driving me insane) and thats even before I get to know them well, and the funny thing is I know I'm no oil painting myself. For example I'll be down the pub with the lads and we'll see a nice looking girl walk past and we'll rate her (I know its sad and immature, but its the drinks fault, honest!) anyways, it normally goes like this... 8, 9, 7, 9 and it gets to me and I'm like 4 or 5, and it really frustrates me.
Anyways, I park my car down a back street near to where I work and theres a girl who parks near to me almost every day, and she is absolutely out of this world. I smile and say hello everyday and thats as far as it normally gets, but the other day some idiot blocked her in so I did the nice thing and got out of my car and asked if she wanted me to direct her out, we chatted for a while (and got on REALLY well) and I came over all funny, I went weak at the knees and I even got nervous, it was a really weird but really nice feeling something I probably havent experienced since I was 14 or 15.
Know all I can think about is some girl I hardly know, what is wrong with me? Why did I feel strange chatting to someone I hardly know? Has anyone else every felt like this about someone, or am I being really crazy? I need answers...
Dunno what the next step is, probably finding out her name would be a wise move, lol I'm gonna try and shower her with my smooth moves and see what happens, I'll keep you folk updated!
*fingers crossed*
In true wannabe cam girl style I have decided to delete a few of the old posts, even I got bored of reading my own pointless and random drivel, so I'm gonna have a new approach on things, comedy AND seriousness (is that even a word, if so is it even spelt right?)
Right, I've been mega busy lately, with Kung Fu mostly as its my Grading tomorrow! I've been going to bed around 1 or 2 every night and getting up between 8 and 9 every morning and sometimes I really just dont know how I do it, I've be so close to fainting over the last month or so. Hopefully after tomorrow I can slow things down a little.
As for my love life is pretty much at a hault at the moment, with me being tied up with Kung Fu, Football every week and a hetic social life. However, something really weird has happened, let me explain...
At the moment I'm not really looking for a realtionship as I'm just happy with being myself and doing my own thing all the time, I find I cant be in a realtionship half heartedly, it has to be all or nothing. I havent really had what you'd call a "serious" relationship for a while now I think its down to me being so fussy, I really do like my girls to be absolutely perfect. I dont mean I want all my women to be Swedish 6 foot blonde bombshells but no matter what girl I see or start getting to know I always pick up on silly little inperfections (which end up driving me insane) and thats even before I get to know them well, and the funny thing is I know I'm no oil painting myself. For example I'll be down the pub with the lads and we'll see a nice looking girl walk past and we'll rate her (I know its sad and immature, but its the drinks fault, honest!) anyways, it normally goes like this... 8, 9, 7, 9 and it gets to me and I'm like 4 or 5, and it really frustrates me.
Anyways, I park my car down a back street near to where I work and theres a girl who parks near to me almost every day, and she is absolutely out of this world. I smile and say hello everyday and thats as far as it normally gets, but the other day some idiot blocked her in so I did the nice thing and got out of my car and asked if she wanted me to direct her out, we chatted for a while (and got on REALLY well) and I came over all funny, I went weak at the knees and I even got nervous, it was a really weird but really nice feeling something I probably havent experienced since I was 14 or 15.
Know all I can think about is some girl I hardly know, what is wrong with me? Why did I feel strange chatting to someone I hardly know? Has anyone else every felt like this about someone, or am I being really crazy? I need answers...
Dunno what the next step is, probably finding out her name would be a wise move, lol I'm gonna try and shower her with my smooth moves and see what happens, I'll keep you folk updated!
*fingers crossed*