Super Wheels Memories;
You go to one place that has some of the most memories in your heart and you realize so many things. You think back to the days when you were happiest and then everything comes back. And you find yourself choking back tears, the memories flooding you. You find yourself at a loss for words, and you find yourself thinking how many things have changed. I've learned a lot from life, I've had to grow up and I have to face my future head on. I wish I could be a kid forever because that would mean I would be happy even though I had the few run in's with unhappiness. I wish I could go back in time because when I was in Super Wheels, I thought back on so many things. Especially, the things I can't take back. I feel abandoned by my best friends, the love of my life, and family. It's a strange feeling, but I feel like at my time of need, I've lost the most important people in my life. Especially the people who've made me feel safe. I'm losing everything I've tried so hard to keep for three years, and I cry almost every single night. I hate everything that's growing in my life. It's becoming a huge task to simply wake up in the morning to even think. I just hate knowing that I once had people to back me up and now I realize that slowly, one by one, everyone is disappearing. Everyone is letting go of their strings and moving forward. While I am still stuck in the past, with everything I once knew. And I feel terrible knowing the people I've gone through half of my life with are now lost out in the sea. I miss my old life, I miss the old me, and I miss everything else that's been tragically taken away from me.
"I was once told that your here on this Earth to serve a purpose. And when you're done with what you were sent down here to do, whether it be changing a life or changing a group of lives, you're sent back home to Heaven where you truly belong. And I have to believe that to sleep at night, because if Heaven isn't home, where you're relaxed and happy and without pain, than can this life filled with pain and sorrow be home? To sleep at night, I believe God waits for our time to come so we can go back Home where we truly belong. Where our soul's demand of us. And that, my dear hearts, is the reason why I can close my eyes without the fear of death. Home is where you meet up with everyone else who has met their purpose in life. Home is where you're free of your pain, your worries, your sorrow's. Home is the only place you can smile and not be judged. Because Home is the resting place for the rest of your deadly, yet amazing death." <3
"I was once told that your here on this Earth to serve a purpose. And when you're done with what you were sent down here to do, whether it be changing a life or changing a group of lives, you're sent back home to Heaven where you truly belong. And I have to believe that to sleep at night, because if Heaven isn't home, where you're relaxed and happy and without pain, than can this life filled with pain and sorrow be home? To sleep at night, I believe God waits for our time to come so we can go back Home where we truly belong. Where our soul's demand of us. And that, my dear hearts, is the reason why I can close my eyes without the fear of death. Home is where you meet up with everyone else who has met their purpose in life. Home is where you're free of your pain, your worries, your sorrow's. Home is the only place you can smile and not be judged. Because Home is the resting place for the rest of your deadly, yet amazing death." <3