Women & Men ; How confusing is this thing called love?
So, I've been thinking. I guess you could say thinking about the question I put in my subject. I mean, love has got me on this rollercoaster of emotions & I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. I want a summer romance. I've always wanted that. To spend an entire summer with someone I truly cared about and wanted to be with more than any of my friends. I wanted to spend this summer with a particular guy, but that didn't work out. So, I did what I always thought I never had the strength to do; I moved on. Yes, Ashley Moreno MOVED ON. Ha, it's surprising 'cause I used to always stay stuck to one person, and now I'm not stuck on Him anymore. So, yeah. Blah, blah, blah. I just think love is so confusing. It does things to you ; makes you angry, sad, frustrated. I guess what I wanna say is......why is it so damn confusing? I'm trying to stay stuck on this one guy ; trying because I need to get myself off of someone else ; but it's not working. I just don't want him to think I don't like him anymore, because I kind of do. But I just don't want to be with him in that way anymore. & It's mean, at least I think so, but it's the truth. & isn't the truth supposed to be better than a lie? Ugh, but I can't bring myself to tell him. I guess secrets are better left unspoken =/