Coercion [Chapter 3]
Title: Coercion [Chapter 3]
Author: iarmella
Pairing: TakaYama, ChiiTaro
Rating: PG-13
Warning/s: Angst. M-PREG.
Summary: Underage Yamada Ryosuke gets pregnant and that's when he realized that his boyfriend is the exact opposite of what he thought Takaki was. Facing everything by himself, and getting into the most unwanted situation in the world, Yamada takes it all for his child.
Author's Note: Requested by lidya_95
Precious Chapter~♥
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Yamada could still feel the heaviness of the operation done to him. He wasn’t able to sit up either, the only thing he was able to do was look around the room. Even talking to Chinen and Ryutaro was a bit hard too. He didn't how long he was asleep but when he woke up, he only answered questions from the nurses and went back to sleep again.
When he woke up again, that was when he got a bit frantic about his baby, he doesn't even know if he did well.
A nurse came in carrying a baby wrapped in a familiar white blanket. He remembered buying that months ago and it made him more excited. With the help of Ryutaro and Chinen he sat up a little and smiled at the nurse.
"Congratulations" the nurse smiled to him as she handed the baby "Please be careful too"
Chinen and Ryutaro weren't lying when they said his baby was big. He needed to shift a little when he carried him and felt his heaviness. He was too caught up with examining the features of his child that he didn't notice the nurse leaving, Ryutaro and Chinen arriving with more things.
Yue would be the most perfect name for him. And when Yue started stirring, he waited patiently…he woke the baby up.
He smiled gently when Yue's round eyes opened, it was the sweetest blend of honey brown eyes and long thick lashes.
"Hello" he whispered kissing the baby.
He bit his lower lip as he stared at the baby more. He couldn't explain his feelings yet, but it was somewhere along the happiness that stops people from thinking. He wasn't sure what to do now that the baby is there. And aside from the sag cheeks, there was nothing else that Yue has that resembled him.
Those sharp brown eyes, pointed thin nose, long and curved eyebrows….and even those red balanced lips weren't taken from him. Sure enough that there's an angle where he might look like his son, but over all, he resembled Takaki exactly.
"He looks like Takaki" Chinen commented "What!?" he whined when Ryutaro elbowed him.
Although he wasn't looking, he was sure Ryutaro mouthed something towards Chinen to shut him up.
Even the way Yue frowned resembled Takaki, he started sniffing and not a minute after, the three of them were panicking already, unsure on how to stop him. Yamada then snapped back from his trance, he felt down seeing Yue crying like that, it's as if he could his stress.
"Hush now my dear" he cooed as he traced his finger to Yue's face.
And with that Yue went silent again. Their eyes locked with each other. He sighed contentedly, all his sacrifices paid off nicely.
…
Chinen and Ryutaro kept silent. Their eyes just gazing the floor as they heard Yamada's stifled sob. Chinen looked up once more and saw his best friend starting to write on the paper. It was Yue's registration paper.
Although the strokes of his name weren't that hard, Yamada could barely write it properly. Although he was able to forget about Takaki, and what he's going to do is something so simple, it still felt so excruciating. Tears wet his hand as he forced his surname to Yue's information. There were no information written within the slot where Takaki's should be written. He didn't know that not giving Yue his right to have Takaki's name would be so hard.
"Yue-chan doesn't deserve a father like Takaki, right?" Chinen grinned as he took the paper from Yamada
"Un" Yamada nodded with a smile. He truly believed that Takaki has no right to have Yue, an irresponsible coward shouldn't be existing in the first place, but still a part of him felt sad.
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Takaki's cold eyes pierced at the person standing beside him. It's been more than year since he last saw him and he changed a lot.
Yamada turned to his side, sensing that someone was looking at him. He backed off when he saw it was Takaki. His hands clutched tightly on the shopping bag he was carrying, as he fixed the way he was carrying Yue. Takaki's right brow was up and his eyes ranged at Yue.
Takaki gazed the baby carefully, was he being crazy? Paranoid? Or what? His heart was racing as he stared at the baby playing with Yamada's face. He must've missed Yamada too much, he did love the boy after all.
The bus arrived and without a word, Yamada hurried up to ride it. Walking pass through Takaki as if he didn't see him. He was over the older guy already and his life was ruined enough so he didn't need to see him at all. He turned Yue's face to the other side when he realized that Takaki was still looking at them even if he didn't ride the bus. He didn't want Takaki to see Yue at all.
"Takaki, your son looks exactly like you. Do you still have the guts to say he's not yours?" Hikaru commented sarcastically as they approached Takaki after the bus left.
"Yama-chan changed so much. He's a lot thinner now and…"
"Let's just go" Takaki walked ahead first
Cursing himself for not being able to erase the baby's face on his head, Takaki walked ahead without waiting for his friends. He wasn’t good at telling who a baby resembles, but that was the first time he could say that the baby looked exactly like him. He felt irritated with the way Yamada looked at him, and even run away.
…
Chinen frowned as he saw Yamada aimlessly feeding Yue with the carrot soup.
"What's wrong?" Ryutaro was faster to ask, but no response was given to them. They were sure something happened and Yamada was too shock to get over it
"Yama-chan, let me feed him. He's going to choke because of you" Chinen grabbed the bowl and spoon from Yamada, pushing him aside so he was facing Yue.
"Were you saying something?" Yamada asked Ryutaro. Now that's a rather delayed reaction.
"I was asking if something is wrong" Ryutaro repeated himself
Yamada gave a ling and depressed sigh. He couldn’t hide anything from his best friends at all.
"I saw Takaki on the bus station today" he said
"What?" Chinen asked, careful to not spill any of the food he was holding
"Takaki, the bastard. He saw him today at the bus station" Ryutaro repeated for Yamada "What did you do?" he asked
"Nothing. I didn't notice he was there until the bus came. I hurried up to ride it" Yamada shrugged
"That's good. Did he see Yue?" Chinen commented
"Kind of, I'm pretty sure he got a clear view" Yamada nodded
The room fell silent. All Yamada could do was just stare at Yue, who quickly smiled at him. The more that Yue grew, the more that he looks like Takaki. It was like taking care of Takaki in a baby form. He would be turning seven months soon, so Yamada is facing some problems with Yue's sudden attitude changes and on how he loves to move around so much and crawl almost everywhere. He even had to keep an eye whenever the boy plays since he loves putting things to his mouth and pulling things around. There would be times where he can't catch up because his wound was still fresh, it barely healed because Yue loves being carried, and his weight is no joke at all.
..
'As long as you can handle everything, then it's fine'
Takaki remembered his mom's words. He didn't know that they knew about his son for a long time already, and they were a bit glad that he stood still for the year. They didn’t want to believe it was their son's job either, but with the way they kept an eye Yamada, they were sure the child belongs to Takaki.
His pace towards the boy went faster. His eyes piercing intently at he baby in his arms, there was no one around and he knew that it was the most perfect timing. He doesn't even know why he's doing this..
"Yama-chan" he called out
Yamada briskly turned around and backed off. Takaki was standing just a meter from him with a gentle expression. That one expression he swore to god, he'll never trust. He cursed Ryutaro for coming so late.
"What are you doing here?" he asked rudely, Yue then stopped producing incoherent sounds as he just focused on his mother "It's okay Yue" Yamada whispered to the boy as he hugged him tightly, Yue was probably surprised to see him like that.
"How..how have you been?" Takaki tried to remain as calm as possible
"I've been good" Yamada nodded "What do you want?"
Takaki didn't answer, instead he walked closer and touched the baby, who quickly turned around. Frowning at the stranger touching him. The closer he looked, the closer he could see how much he and the baby looks like each other.
"Don't touch him" Yamada stepped back, ready to make a run for it but Takaki quickly grabbed him by his shoulder
"Can you really raise him?" Takaki gritted his teeth, running impatient of his act
"Get your hands off me" Yamada sneered, struggling away
"What will you feed him?" Takaki pressed on
"What do you want!?" Yamada kicked Takaki's foot, successful on moving out of the older guy's grasp, he tried to catch for his breath. He was still weak and such small effort can make him tired easily
"I can give you back all the money you spent. And give me my son in return" Takaki snapped
"I don't need your money! We don't need you at all!" Yamada shouted and made a run for it before it was too late….or so he thought.
Takaki grabbed his shoulder again and turned him around harshly
"Get off me!" Yamada resisted
"Give him to me" Takaki held on the baby's back and tried to pull him up
"No!" Yamada clung on Yue tightly, who whimpered and started crying loudly
"Let go" Takaki pulled more
"He's scared!" he protested and pulled Yue back, he knew the baby might get hurt but he just couldn't let Takaki do what he wants. The tugging became too much and the cry went louder. Tears rolled down his own eyes, he could hear Yue crying in pain.
"Let him go" he heard a commanding voice making him look up. He thought someone was there to help him, but gasped when he felt someone pulling him back, he lost grip of Yue.
He saw Yabu standing behind Takaki, he turned around to see who was holding him and found Hikaru there. He struggled again, but was held firmly
"Give him back!" he begged "Please! Takaki! Don't do this!" he cried
Yue reached out for him but Takaki passed him to Yabu. His eyes widened when Yabu started walking away
"Yabu-kun! Yabu-kun!" he shouted
Hikaru finally let him go and his first instinct was to run after Yabu. It's not too late. But he was stopped when Takaki harshly grabbed his wrist
"Takaki, please don't do this to me" he cried
"I'll give it to you, name the amount" Takaki gritted his teeth, trying to control Yamada who was struggling away desperately
"I don't need money!" Yamada gave the hardest slap he could. Takaki's blood boiled as he retaliated with a harder one "Just give him back, please" he whimpered when Takaki hit him
"I'm the father of the baby, you can't take my rig.."
"But you have no right at all!" Yamada shouted "And you never admitted the--"
"Let's see who would believe you" Takaki pushed him again
Yamada winced as he felt his hand hitting a stone, he looked at his palm and found it bleeding. His eyes then noticed the blanket that fell on the dusty ground, making him stand up quickly, ignoring the pain he was feeling
"Yue! Yue!" he banged on the car's door desperately "Takaki! Give him back!" he screamed but the car drove away.
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A/N: I'm really sorry for the lateness!!
But you know what guys? I ain't supposed to be going online for today. I have a lot of things to do and I seriously need to memorize all the 193 countries featured on my world map. Not to mention that in one of classes, I've already lost 90 points from my class standing for the prelims.
I'm extremely upset. Extremely and I feel like crying. Can any of you remember my English Teacher last semester? The one that was always picking on me and gave me an extremely LOW mark which is 79 by the way. The first line of 7 since I started schooling. Hey, I'm not going to boast about it, but I still manage to get through my hard subject with a final mark of 8+ or maybe even flat 8.
The dean's list, of our college department was released yesterday. Averages range on 88 and above to be a part of that. And guess what? My average is 87.6890 or was it .68970?. Clearly close, but I didn't make it. Looking at the ranking of my whole college department...I'm the one on the 298th place. And the listers posted were 287. Urgh~ I really can't explain it properly. But yes, I hate that teacher because if only he wasn't picking a fight on me then I should've gotten in! Damn it! AND EVEN MY FRIENDS WERE SO SHOCKED THAT I DIDN'T GET IN BECAUSE THE THREE OF THEM DID! My grade line up is 98, 95, 92, 90, 92, 80, 80, 89, 86, 79. Yes it was pulled down by the other 80 flats, yet I can accept it because I know for myself that I didnt do my best with those at all. I hate them!!!
Anyway~ PLEASE IGNORE THAT! AND LET'S JUST GET BACK TO THE FIC SO I CAN FORGET ABOUT THAT STUPID ISSUE.
How was this chapter? XD I hope you guys liked it!!
Want to request? Request here!
Oh and Please check out my fic RelationShits~♥ It's YabuYama biased XD New pairing that I'm venturing on!
i've always wanted to tell you...I got this from ryokimayuu ...I'm quite scared of this~ but yeah, just be honest, please. I'll try to be as brave as possible. ^^ Please try it if you have something to tell me ^^ I'd appreciate it!
Miss you guyz~♥
Author: iarmella
Pairing: TakaYama, ChiiTaro
Rating: PG-13
Warning/s: Angst. M-PREG.
Summary: Underage Yamada Ryosuke gets pregnant and that's when he realized that his boyfriend is the exact opposite of what he thought Takaki was. Facing everything by himself, and getting into the most unwanted situation in the world, Yamada takes it all for his child.
Author's Note: Requested by lidya_95
Precious Chapter~♥
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Yamada could still feel the heaviness of the operation done to him. He wasn’t able to sit up either, the only thing he was able to do was look around the room. Even talking to Chinen and Ryutaro was a bit hard too. He didn't how long he was asleep but when he woke up, he only answered questions from the nurses and went back to sleep again.
When he woke up again, that was when he got a bit frantic about his baby, he doesn't even know if he did well.
A nurse came in carrying a baby wrapped in a familiar white blanket. He remembered buying that months ago and it made him more excited. With the help of Ryutaro and Chinen he sat up a little and smiled at the nurse.
"Congratulations" the nurse smiled to him as she handed the baby "Please be careful too"
Chinen and Ryutaro weren't lying when they said his baby was big. He needed to shift a little when he carried him and felt his heaviness. He was too caught up with examining the features of his child that he didn't notice the nurse leaving, Ryutaro and Chinen arriving with more things.
Yue would be the most perfect name for him. And when Yue started stirring, he waited patiently…he woke the baby up.
He smiled gently when Yue's round eyes opened, it was the sweetest blend of honey brown eyes and long thick lashes.
"Hello" he whispered kissing the baby.
He bit his lower lip as he stared at the baby more. He couldn't explain his feelings yet, but it was somewhere along the happiness that stops people from thinking. He wasn't sure what to do now that the baby is there. And aside from the sag cheeks, there was nothing else that Yue has that resembled him.
Those sharp brown eyes, pointed thin nose, long and curved eyebrows….and even those red balanced lips weren't taken from him. Sure enough that there's an angle where he might look like his son, but over all, he resembled Takaki exactly.
"He looks like Takaki" Chinen commented "What!?" he whined when Ryutaro elbowed him.
Although he wasn't looking, he was sure Ryutaro mouthed something towards Chinen to shut him up.
Even the way Yue frowned resembled Takaki, he started sniffing and not a minute after, the three of them were panicking already, unsure on how to stop him. Yamada then snapped back from his trance, he felt down seeing Yue crying like that, it's as if he could his stress.
"Hush now my dear" he cooed as he traced his finger to Yue's face.
And with that Yue went silent again. Their eyes locked with each other. He sighed contentedly, all his sacrifices paid off nicely.
…
Chinen and Ryutaro kept silent. Their eyes just gazing the floor as they heard Yamada's stifled sob. Chinen looked up once more and saw his best friend starting to write on the paper. It was Yue's registration paper.
Although the strokes of his name weren't that hard, Yamada could barely write it properly. Although he was able to forget about Takaki, and what he's going to do is something so simple, it still felt so excruciating. Tears wet his hand as he forced his surname to Yue's information. There were no information written within the slot where Takaki's should be written. He didn't know that not giving Yue his right to have Takaki's name would be so hard.
"Yue-chan doesn't deserve a father like Takaki, right?" Chinen grinned as he took the paper from Yamada
"Un" Yamada nodded with a smile. He truly believed that Takaki has no right to have Yue, an irresponsible coward shouldn't be existing in the first place, but still a part of him felt sad.
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Takaki's cold eyes pierced at the person standing beside him. It's been more than year since he last saw him and he changed a lot.
Yamada turned to his side, sensing that someone was looking at him. He backed off when he saw it was Takaki. His hands clutched tightly on the shopping bag he was carrying, as he fixed the way he was carrying Yue. Takaki's right brow was up and his eyes ranged at Yue.
Takaki gazed the baby carefully, was he being crazy? Paranoid? Or what? His heart was racing as he stared at the baby playing with Yamada's face. He must've missed Yamada too much, he did love the boy after all.
The bus arrived and without a word, Yamada hurried up to ride it. Walking pass through Takaki as if he didn't see him. He was over the older guy already and his life was ruined enough so he didn't need to see him at all. He turned Yue's face to the other side when he realized that Takaki was still looking at them even if he didn't ride the bus. He didn't want Takaki to see Yue at all.
"Takaki, your son looks exactly like you. Do you still have the guts to say he's not yours?" Hikaru commented sarcastically as they approached Takaki after the bus left.
"Yama-chan changed so much. He's a lot thinner now and…"
"Let's just go" Takaki walked ahead first
Cursing himself for not being able to erase the baby's face on his head, Takaki walked ahead without waiting for his friends. He wasn’t good at telling who a baby resembles, but that was the first time he could say that the baby looked exactly like him. He felt irritated with the way Yamada looked at him, and even run away.
…
Chinen frowned as he saw Yamada aimlessly feeding Yue with the carrot soup.
"What's wrong?" Ryutaro was faster to ask, but no response was given to them. They were sure something happened and Yamada was too shock to get over it
"Yama-chan, let me feed him. He's going to choke because of you" Chinen grabbed the bowl and spoon from Yamada, pushing him aside so he was facing Yue.
"Were you saying something?" Yamada asked Ryutaro. Now that's a rather delayed reaction.
"I was asking if something is wrong" Ryutaro repeated himself
Yamada gave a ling and depressed sigh. He couldn’t hide anything from his best friends at all.
"I saw Takaki on the bus station today" he said
"What?" Chinen asked, careful to not spill any of the food he was holding
"Takaki, the bastard. He saw him today at the bus station" Ryutaro repeated for Yamada "What did you do?" he asked
"Nothing. I didn't notice he was there until the bus came. I hurried up to ride it" Yamada shrugged
"That's good. Did he see Yue?" Chinen commented
"Kind of, I'm pretty sure he got a clear view" Yamada nodded
The room fell silent. All Yamada could do was just stare at Yue, who quickly smiled at him. The more that Yue grew, the more that he looks like Takaki. It was like taking care of Takaki in a baby form. He would be turning seven months soon, so Yamada is facing some problems with Yue's sudden attitude changes and on how he loves to move around so much and crawl almost everywhere. He even had to keep an eye whenever the boy plays since he loves putting things to his mouth and pulling things around. There would be times where he can't catch up because his wound was still fresh, it barely healed because Yue loves being carried, and his weight is no joke at all.
..
'As long as you can handle everything, then it's fine'
Takaki remembered his mom's words. He didn't know that they knew about his son for a long time already, and they were a bit glad that he stood still for the year. They didn’t want to believe it was their son's job either, but with the way they kept an eye Yamada, they were sure the child belongs to Takaki.
His pace towards the boy went faster. His eyes piercing intently at he baby in his arms, there was no one around and he knew that it was the most perfect timing. He doesn't even know why he's doing this..
"Yama-chan" he called out
Yamada briskly turned around and backed off. Takaki was standing just a meter from him with a gentle expression. That one expression he swore to god, he'll never trust. He cursed Ryutaro for coming so late.
"What are you doing here?" he asked rudely, Yue then stopped producing incoherent sounds as he just focused on his mother "It's okay Yue" Yamada whispered to the boy as he hugged him tightly, Yue was probably surprised to see him like that.
"How..how have you been?" Takaki tried to remain as calm as possible
"I've been good" Yamada nodded "What do you want?"
Takaki didn't answer, instead he walked closer and touched the baby, who quickly turned around. Frowning at the stranger touching him. The closer he looked, the closer he could see how much he and the baby looks like each other.
"Don't touch him" Yamada stepped back, ready to make a run for it but Takaki quickly grabbed him by his shoulder
"Can you really raise him?" Takaki gritted his teeth, running impatient of his act
"Get your hands off me" Yamada sneered, struggling away
"What will you feed him?" Takaki pressed on
"What do you want!?" Yamada kicked Takaki's foot, successful on moving out of the older guy's grasp, he tried to catch for his breath. He was still weak and such small effort can make him tired easily
"I can give you back all the money you spent. And give me my son in return" Takaki snapped
"I don't need your money! We don't need you at all!" Yamada shouted and made a run for it before it was too late….or so he thought.
Takaki grabbed his shoulder again and turned him around harshly
"Get off me!" Yamada resisted
"Give him to me" Takaki held on the baby's back and tried to pull him up
"No!" Yamada clung on Yue tightly, who whimpered and started crying loudly
"Let go" Takaki pulled more
"He's scared!" he protested and pulled Yue back, he knew the baby might get hurt but he just couldn't let Takaki do what he wants. The tugging became too much and the cry went louder. Tears rolled down his own eyes, he could hear Yue crying in pain.
"Let him go" he heard a commanding voice making him look up. He thought someone was there to help him, but gasped when he felt someone pulling him back, he lost grip of Yue.
He saw Yabu standing behind Takaki, he turned around to see who was holding him and found Hikaru there. He struggled again, but was held firmly
"Give him back!" he begged "Please! Takaki! Don't do this!" he cried
Yue reached out for him but Takaki passed him to Yabu. His eyes widened when Yabu started walking away
"Yabu-kun! Yabu-kun!" he shouted
Hikaru finally let him go and his first instinct was to run after Yabu. It's not too late. But he was stopped when Takaki harshly grabbed his wrist
"Takaki, please don't do this to me" he cried
"I'll give it to you, name the amount" Takaki gritted his teeth, trying to control Yamada who was struggling away desperately
"I don't need money!" Yamada gave the hardest slap he could. Takaki's blood boiled as he retaliated with a harder one "Just give him back, please" he whimpered when Takaki hit him
"I'm the father of the baby, you can't take my rig.."
"But you have no right at all!" Yamada shouted "And you never admitted the--"
"Let's see who would believe you" Takaki pushed him again
Yamada winced as he felt his hand hitting a stone, he looked at his palm and found it bleeding. His eyes then noticed the blanket that fell on the dusty ground, making him stand up quickly, ignoring the pain he was feeling
"Yue! Yue!" he banged on the car's door desperately "Takaki! Give him back!" he screamed but the car drove away.
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A/N: I'm really sorry for the lateness!!
But you know what guys? I ain't supposed to be going online for today. I have a lot of things to do and I seriously need to memorize all the 193 countries featured on my world map. Not to mention that in one of classes, I've already lost 90 points from my class standing for the prelims.
I'm extremely upset. Extremely and I feel like crying. Can any of you remember my English Teacher last semester? The one that was always picking on me and gave me an extremely LOW mark which is 79 by the way. The first line of 7 since I started schooling. Hey, I'm not going to boast about it, but I still manage to get through my hard subject with a final mark of 8+ or maybe even flat 8.
The dean's list, of our college department was released yesterday. Averages range on 88 and above to be a part of that. And guess what? My average is 87.6890 or was it .68970?. Clearly close, but I didn't make it. Looking at the ranking of my whole college department...I'm the one on the 298th place. And the listers posted were 287. Urgh~ I really can't explain it properly. But yes, I hate that teacher because if only he wasn't picking a fight on me then I should've gotten in! Damn it! AND EVEN MY FRIENDS WERE SO SHOCKED THAT I DIDN'T GET IN BECAUSE THE THREE OF THEM DID! My grade line up is 98, 95, 92, 90, 92, 80, 80, 89, 86, 79. Yes it was pulled down by the other 80 flats, yet I can accept it because I know for myself that I didnt do my best with those at all. I hate them!!!
Anyway~ PLEASE IGNORE THAT! AND LET'S JUST GET BACK TO THE FIC SO I CAN FORGET ABOUT THAT STUPID ISSUE.
How was this chapter? XD I hope you guys liked it!!
Want to request? Request here!
Oh and Please check out my fic RelationShits~♥ It's YabuYama biased XD New pairing that I'm venturing on!
i've always wanted to tell you...I got this from ryokimayuu ...I'm quite scared of this~ but yeah, just be honest, please. I'll try to be as brave as possible. ^^ Please try it if you have something to tell me ^^ I'd appreciate it!
Miss you guyz~♥